GROW UP AGAIN

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Sat on a rock alone by myself
No one to help me, no one to know how I felt .
Some pretended to be my friends while some were there to throw me off from a cliff,
Tired of those broken promises, tired of those regular rifts.

I still miss those good old days
Where everyone loved me and everything was laid at my feet .
Now I'm struggling to survive at the life's toughest phase ,
Where everyone's a liar and anyone can cheat

Remembering those childhood friends
Bring joyous tears in my eyes,
But now that friendship has turned into lies.
I always used to think when I would grow up how would be my problems dealt,
But now I have so many mixed feelings I couldn't understand how I felt.

At my teen years, I protected my heart for someone special to give
But now it's broken into millions of pieces that I don't know how would I live .
Betrayed by so many that pain was now my regular medicine 
I couldn't express them nor anyone had time to even listen

Now I'm busy with my life, and sometimes I thought
That everything would have changed if only I had fought
Now my hands are tied in the life's chain
I still wonder, could I ever be a child and grow up again?

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