Just Trying To Get By

December 22

12:46 a.m

I packaged the last fucking present and sighed. I was so fucking tired but I'm happy no one has woken up.

I have to hide these because I know that these niggas in here are like fucking 5 year olds and try to find their presents.

At a rest stop I hid the present where you put your luggage and shit. I smile to myself and go back to my bunk.

I see Kells sleeping peacefully and there's nothing I could do but smile.

I really have a thing for this man, I still can't believe that we've been broken up for about 2 years now and I still have the same feelings I had for him when I first met him.

He knows my weakness and has seen me at my most vulnerable time.

But I have to stop thinking like we will ever get back together. Some fans did not seem to like this but we did not give a fuck.

Best years of my life with that kid we got together around the starting of his career. I was there through everything and sometimes it seems as though we are strangers.

8:15 a.m

I woke up and started to cook. If I do not they will forever stay hungry or just waste money on munchies.

I'm wearing one of his MGK shirt and some shorts. I soon heard shuffling and then he appeared. I smiled at him but all he does is look at me and grab a plate.

I frowned and just handed him his breakfast. He gets a text and a smile appeared on his face. I never felt so offended in my life.

I wake up Slim and Dubo up and handed them their plate. I take a shower, got dressed and did my hair.

"Hey" I called to get everyone's attention.

"Anyone helping me with the ornaments?"I asked and got the bag.

The 3 guys all looked up like me like I had 7 heads.

"Alright, fine" I sighed. "I'll do it myself" I turn away and head over to the tree. Slim chuckles and comes to help me.

"I'll put up the star" Dubo said with a smile.

I nodded at him and gave him a smile. Kells not paying any kind of attention. I stared at him and knew already he was sexting. Fucking pig. He called Slim to show him the message.

"Nigga,no your fucking nasty ass probably got some next shit on that" Slim said.

"Facts, I don't want herpes just by reading your shit" Dubo replied.

I start laughing and Kells gave me a look. I smile back at him and he returns the gesture.

10 p.m

Everyone on the tour bus was getting ready to head to the club for Kells performance.

We also had a hotel room to stay in. I walked over to him as he was putting on his Chucks.

"Hey" I said while I took the seat next to him.

He smiled at me,"hey beautiful"

"Well isn't someone in a good mood" I said with chuckle.

"Yeah, I'm sorry for before" he said looking at me.

"It's okay" as he pulled me close.

"What you wanna tell me" he said and smirked. One of the many things I hated about him was that he knew me way to well.

"I have work" I said.

"Nooooooo" he said as he sets me on his lap and holds me close. "You're my good luck charm" he said smiling.

I blushed,"I'll stay til like 12:30" I said to him.

"Alright.. I got something for you doee" he said raising his hand up my leg and smirking

"Oh really" I said looking at him catching his drift. I leaned down and kissed him with lust and passion him doing the same.