Just Trying To Get By

December 23 (Part 3)

That night

Sam P.O.V

I looked out the big window only in Kells sweater. It was Christmas Eve and Kells was in the studio with the guys and I was lonely as hell. He got us a room in some hotel with some food and champagne. However, I'm still lonely and missing him like crazy. I then thought of our house in L.A., away from hearing gun shots and fucking cold weather. Like shoveling snow is really pissing me off. But I thought of our little family, him, Cassie, the boys and I. And Kells and I actually settling down. It's a lot to think about with everything being so complicated, but he's the one. He needs to hurry his ass here so we could cuddle and chill by the fire place like those clique movies. I decided to text him.

"Baaaabyyyyyyyy"
"I miss my hubby sooo fucking much"
"Like its maad boring with out you"
"I"
"Love"
"You"
"Text"
"Back"

I'm annoying, yes I know. I pouted as I waited for an answer. Sighing I got up and decided to go to the pool. Maybe if I take my mind off of him for awhile I won't miss him as much. I put on my swimsuit and carried my towel and phone with me. Taking the keys and got onto the elevator. I was the only one there, thank God. I put my stuff down and dove into the 6ft side of the pool. When I came back up for air I then saw Luis. This nigga is annoying.

"You stay following me Jesus" I said rolling my eyes.

"What can I say pussy keeps making me come back" he said with a smirk.

"Look can you please just leave me alone, I'm not like that no more so leave me the hell alone" I said getting out the pool and drying myself off with a towel.

I really don't have time for Luis and his bullshit.

"You've always been like that bitch, why change now" he asked smiling at me.

"Suck my dick" I said walking off, his whole existence just fucks with my mood.

"Bye baby girl" he said walking away.

I got back to our room and check my phone seeing that I got a missed called and three text messages.

"I'm sorry baby girl"
"I'll be there soon promise"
"I love you tho"

I decided to call back missing his voice.

"Hello" a female voice answered.

"Um, hello can I speak to Kells?"

"Sorry he can't take calls right now" she said as she hung up on me. Bitch excuse you. I called back. No answer. Oh. So now he has his hoes answering his phone. Bet.

11p.m

Kells opened the door and walked into the bedroom.

"Hey baby" he smiled as he jumped onto the bed beside me. I had the most nastiest attitude ever. I glanced at him and then continued to read my book.

"What's wrong, you wasnt like in them text messages". I put my book down and straddle him.

"I'm sorry baby" I said in my sexy voice.

"Thats better" he said smiling and cupping my ass.

If he think this is how it's going down, its not. I then took his hands and held his hands above his head. I got real close to his face, holding back everything I really wanted to say.

"Have one of your fucking little bitches answer your phone and hang on me again I swear to God that's her life" I greeted through my teeth looking dead into his eyes pissed off.

"Whoa, what you talking about" I got off of him, ready to pop off.

"Now you wanna fuckin-who answered your phone? Matter fact, who was with you and the guys at the studio, better yet I thought no one was allowed in the studio other than other artists and the guys" I said fuming.

He sighed knowing he was stuck,"why you always gotta bring up-"

"I AINT BRINGING UP SHIT, IM CALLING TO SEE IF YOU GOOD AND THIS LITTLE BITCH ANSWERS THE PHONE THEN WHEN I ASK FOR YOU PROCEEDS TO HANG UP ON ME LIKE SHE WONT GET HER LITTLE ASS KICK" I was furious, my breathing hard.

"Sam calm tf down son, it was probably one of the hoes Dub-O called up"

"SO WHY SHE NEAR YOUR PHONE, ANSWERING SHIT LIKE SHE BIG"

"Bring down your voice" he said calmly.

"Excuse me?"

"I'm right here and you yelling like a fucking ratchet, she answered the phone so what"

"Word? Ight, member that" I then got out of the bed and put on my jeans, who in the hell he think he talking to?

"Leave bitch, have that black jeep come pick you up too" he spat at me.

I stopped dead in my tracks. Is he talking Luis car? How in the hell does he know about that. There was a million and one things going through my head that I didn't even realize he was in my face.

"Yeah, thought I ain't know about it, jumped my ass"

Shit.Shit.Shit. I couldn't look up at him, I knew those oceany blue eyes are now dark grey stormy ones. Who could've told him, I ain't see no else there.

"You're just like everyone else, fucking pathetic, if you wanna be with someone else why ain't your hoe ass just go" he said sternly.

I could hear the hurt and pain in his voice. Oh God. I couldn't find my voice. My mouth moved but nothing came out.

"Richard...please listen to me" I finally said as tears spilled from my eyes.

"NO, JUST GET THE FUCK OUT MY ROOM" he shouted pointing to the door.

I tried to walk over to him but he just shook his head and went to the bathroom, slamming the door behind him. I sobbed and proceed to walk out the door.