Colby Brock Imagines

Rush

I recommend that you listen to this song before reading this. This song gives me SOOOO many feels and is one of my favorite songs! And if you listen to it you might get more of an idea as to what goes on in this story.

The space between where our ends meet
Has grown too much for me to block it out
I miss the tone of your heartbeat
It's such a warming and familiar sound
I hope you're finding the power
To help you make it through the darker days
For now I'll wait by the hour
If you wanna take somebody's breath away

I hope you're lonely, hope you're lost 'cause I've been
And I'd hate to think you're better off without me
I know we tried to hold on
But where do you go
When love it just ain't enough
Now does it kill you when you think about me
Are you as close to giving up as I've been
I know we kept losing touch got lost in the rush
I pray you don't hurt too much

I don't come close to an angel
And you ain't never been no kind of saint
But when we both came together
Hell to heaven you were my escape
But fires don't burn forever
And all these ashes crumble when we touch
We danced to death in the fire
What can we do now that the music's done, my love?

I hope you're lonely, hope you're lost 'cause I've been
And I'd hate to think you're better off without me
I know we tried to hold on
But where do you go
When love it just ain't enough
Now does it kill you when you think about me
Are you as close to giving up as I've been
I know we kept losing touch got lost in the rush
I pray you don't hurt too much

Well we had it all, and we let it fall
But I hope you find whatever you were looking for
Well we had it all, and we let it fall
Lost in the rush but I pray you don't hurt too much

I hope you're lonely, hope you're lost 'cause I've been
I'd hate to think you're better off without me
I know we tried to hold on
But where do you go
When love it just ain't enough
Now does it kill you when you think about me
Are you as close to giving up as I've been
I know we kept losing touch got lost in the rush
I pray you don't hurt too much

Well we had it all, and we let it fall
But I hope you find whatever you were looking for
Well we had it all, and we let it fall
Lost in the rush but I pray you don't hurt too much

Colby's P.O.V.

Come on. Pickup. Please, please, please pickup. I mumble to myself.

"Hey this is Y/N. Umm I can't get to the phone right now so just leave me a message and if I decide to call you back then I guess I will. Peace!!"

I sigh but decide to leave her a message anyway hoping she will listen to all 15 of them I have left today just like I do everyday.

"Hey Y/N its Colby, again. Umm look just call me back please. I just really need to hear your voice. I will always love You. Bye, Princess."

Flashback
"Colby!" I hear Y/N yell while I am upstairs. I am editing a video.
"Colby! I need You! Now!" I hear her screaming like she was in pain. I sprint down the stairs and I see her on her knees by the front door sobbing. She looks up at me. Tears stained her face, her shirt, everything.
I get on my knees in front of her and embrace her.

"Princess, what's wrong?" I ask softly.
No answer. She couldn't get the words out because the tears wouldn't let her.

"Baby?" I say And rub her back. She pulls away and looks up at me.

"I- I um- I got offered to go to Y/F/C (your favorite college or school)."

"That's great news! I'm so proud of You! But why are you crying?"

"Because if I accept the offer-"

"You have to."

"But Col-"

"No buts Y/n. You have to accept it. It's such a great opportunity. I will be here fully supporting you."

She looks at me with hurt eyes.

"You really should have let me finish. Colby, if I accept the offer, I have to break up with you." She cries harder. And I start crying too.

"What? Wh-why?"

She looks at me with hurt in her eyes but this time 1million times more. She shakes her head and we look into each other's glazed over eyes.

"Because, I can't make you suffer through 4 years of our relationship when I won't be able to focus on it as much as I want to. I can't make you go through all of that. I swear to God and beyond that YOU are the only one I want. The only one I will ever want. I will always love you. ALWAYS. But I just think for the time I'm in school, you should be able to live your life without worrying about me while I'm in L/O/S (location of school). I'm really sorry Colby. I love you so so so so so so so much."

She hugs me and we stand up. I walk her towards the door and kiss her passionately one last time.  As she opens the door I blurt out, "I love you more. Always will. I will wait for you."
She smiles and walks through the door as she shuts it behind her.

My world just stopped turning for 4 years.

Back to present
It has been a year since she went to school. But I have been here supporting her every step of the way. I text her everyday and tell her to have an amazing day and that I love her. She sometimes answers me back but not always and that's ok.

She usually texts me at the end of the day saying thank you for the messages and says she loves me too. But today, she hasn't.

Trap House

Corey: Colby
Aaron: Brock
Sam: Please
Devyn: come
Jake: downstairs
Me: Sure

"What's up guys?" I ask as I walk into the game room.

Sam looks at me. "Have you talked to Y/N lately?"

I gave him a confused look. "No...why?"
He shook his head.
"No reason. Us guys and Devyn are gonna go to panda with Katrina. You down?"

"Nah, go ahead. I'll see You guys later." They all nod and leave.

After they leave, I text Y/N

Me: I hope you're lonely, hope you're lost 'cause I've been
I'd hate to think you're better off without me
I know we tried to hold on
But where do you go
When love it just ain't enough
Now does it kill you when you think about me
Are you as close to giving up as I've been
I know we kept losing touch got lost in the rush
I pray you don't hurt too much

Well we had it all, and we let it fall
But I hope you find whatever you were looking for
Well we had it all, and we let it fall
Lost in the rush but I pray you don't hurt too much
My Princess😄😙😙❤❤ is calling

My heart drops but I immediately answer

"Hello?" I smile

"I did find what I was looking for." She said on the other end.

"What was it?" I asked.

"Go to the door." I do as told and open it. There she was. Crying so hard but smiling too. I knew what she was feeling.
"You."

Hope you like that one😊
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