We Found Love in a Hopeless Place (Larry Stylinson Au!)

WFLIAHP: Chapter Nine

We Found Love in a Hopeless Place: Chapter Nine

Song: Shadow of the Day by Linkin Park

Picture: My pets…woot woot! (Because I ran out of other pictures…)

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Harry's P.O.V.:

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I was depressed, full blown and out of my mind, depressed all because I had to push away someone who made me happy. Darcy was not talking to me, she was ignoring my entire exist, barely even looking my way unless she had to. I had to go shopping the other day with my mum, picking out one that made me look mature and hopefully, capable of raising a daughter. I was nervous, the little perfect life I had been living was suddenly Hell, and Niall wouldn’t even talk to me. Niall was dating Liam, who lived with Louis, so of course, there was harsh feelings being thrown around inside that flat. “Papa, Nan said she heard you crying, I’m sorry I have been mean to you…” I wiped the tears out of my green eyes as I looked at little girl, the one I broke up with Louis to try and keep, she looked truly upset too. “I hope I didn’t make you cry, Papa, I just really like Lou-Lou…I wanted two parents like all the other kids, I wanted you to be happy, why doesn’t mummy want the same thing?”

            “Mummy just think she is doing what is right for you, Dink, she doesn’t understand she is making you and papa unhappy.” I tried to explain to the five year old, who just wanted nothing more than to see her father date another boy, which is a little unusual. She just wants to have a family, have two parents like everyone else she knows, she wants two parents to send her off to her first day of school.

            “Mummy doesn’t really want me, papa, she just is jealous about Lou-Lou because she loves you.” I start to sob again as those words leave Darcy’s mouth, it’s true, Lizzie doesn’t want Dink, she just want my life to be more difficult. It’s not fair, that I had to throw everything away with Louis, just so I could try and keep my baby girl.

            “I am so worried about loosing you, Dinky, you’re my entire world.” I sobbed as Darcy wrapped her tiny arms around my neck, running her fingers through my hair, trying to calm me down like I have her so many times before. “I had to finish with Louis in an attempt to keep you, baby, I can’t loose you…”

            “Papa, I am not going anywhere without a fight. I love you, papa, I love how you take care of me and know that I hate Barbie dolls. Do you know what mummy got me for my birthday? A Barbie doll and papers, saying she is gonna try and take me away, wonderful gifts.” Darcy spoke as calmly as she could, her voice shaking with tears, which she was trying to not let spill. “Papa, tomorrow we are going to walk into the room with Nan, take our seats and tell everyone the truth. That we love each other, that you take care of me and that it does not matter who you love.”

            “Not everyone thinks the way you do, Dink.” My mum said walking into the room carrying a basket full of folded clean clothes, she had been staying with us, helping me out and taking care of Darcy. “Your papa is doing everything in his power to keep you, he loves you more than the sun is a star and more than a tomato is a fruit.”