grace's p.o.v
a new year, a new chance...
that happens in other people's lives... not mine
it's a new year; a new beginning to the same dull grey days.
school has always been the same, no one even noticed me... i'm a shadow that walks through them.. and they don't feel me at all.
sometimes i wish they would bully me, maybe then they will at least feel something towards me, but guess what? no one wants to be a friend with a fucking weird ass!
and i know i deserve it, i'm different i don't laugh the same as they do, i don't smile like they do, i don't talk the same way they do.
and its weird for me to think that no one is on their death bed, balancing between life and death o reuniting with a loved one tightly embraced in a warm hurricane, or writing a suicide note, that they may or may not tear it apart like it's themselves, and i can't help but think that maybe in this exact moment, if someone's heart is fluttering from a first kiss or if love was forgotten about and no one belived in that bullshit anymore?
and if they didn't believe it anymore, well i still get to try this prohibited feeling they all vanished form their lives??
elsea's p.o.v
this feeling keep eating me inside, knowing that i am alone in this world, caring about something that everyone seems like they gave up on.
and i'm not okay. not at all i'm just really good at pretending i am, and that's why they hate me, for being way too happy in this dark grave (it's not even a world, how can it be a big world when all you feel is like you are chocking up on nothing).
it's like all i can think about is running away to be who i want to be
maybe then i will be a happy human.
YOU ARE READING
people are poison
Fiksi Remajawhen i met her, she wasn't one of the so called "people" she was a human, she taught me to only depend on her, only love her, and only breathe her affection for me.. and lastly she taught me that people are poison.. and she was the only human left.
