June 15
8:30 am
Ari🤩❤️
"Hey I'm new here" "I'm Grayson" "would you like to hangout sometime". Those were the first sentences I ever spoke to you. You really were the best friend one could ever ask for. I didn't deserve you. You were the popular girl in kindergarten. And I was the new boy. You were the cheerleading captain in high school. I was just a high school football player. Our relationship wasn't a fairytale. It wasn't perfect. We had our fights. But it was all worth it. You love me for me. That's all I could have ever asked for. Thank you for loving me when no one else would. You really had your whole life planned out ahead of you. I was so excited for our summer together. I was excited for college together. I'm thankful that you chose me. And stuck with me. At times you were the only one I had. I thought I was getting better. But I'm not. And I'm not sure why. I'm losing it again. Maybe it's finally sinking in? Maybe I'm just delusional. I know I shouldn't have put all my trust and happiness into one person. But that was my mistake not yours. I am not sure what to do anymore. I'm not turning to alcohol. Nothings working . Is it too soon to move on? Can I ? Would you be mad? Maybe that's why. Maybe I'm worrying too much about you. Am I? I don't know. I miss you. So fucking much. Love you always.
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Mourning messages// G.B.D
Fanfiction"I did it. I met girl. But she could never replace you." A short story told through text messages of how a lover mourns and moves on from his lovers death. Started: July 27 Published: Finished:
