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June 20
3:30 pm
Ari🤩❤️

Hey Ari. So I got some help. I'm doing better now. I have a job. And life is going in a better direction:) I just got back from your house. Your family invited me over. I went and they let me go through your old things and take anything I gave you/ we shared etc.
It truly was a blessing being back in that room.
Don't worry I checked. The bed is still broken;) I also found a bunch of letters written to certain people. I'll mail them out tomorrow. Anyways, your room was literally a trip down memory lane. So many pictures of us together, illuminated by fairy lights. I'm going to miss that room. Filled with your scent. Papers scattered everywhere. Where we watched series after series on Netflix. Stayed up all hours of the night just talking. Dancing and singing along to music. Our first kiss. A lot of memories. I went in your closet and found a bunch of my old hoodies. Some I thought I lost. I took them back along with some of your own just so I know you will always be with me. I'm assuming I got first dibs on going through your stuff. I took a couple box loads. I'm never going to throw it away. It's literally all I have left of you. And that's okay. Going through it all, made me realize we kinda had it all. We had each other. Loving parents. An education. What more could some dumb teenagers in love ask for? I'm not sure. I love you always.
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