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June 5
9:00 am
Ari🤩❤️

Hey Ari. Today is the day if your funeral. Your parents went along with the big ceremony and all that stuff. I'm going. Not sure how I'll take it. My eyes are all puffy and swollen from all the crying. Not sure how long I can take this. No one knows what to do with. And I'm pretty sure no gives enough fucks to care. I know I shouldn't do this. But it's tearing me apart. I can't eat. I'm losing sleep. I'm slowly dying. I know i need to fix it. But I'm not sure i can. It's too hard. The pain, is too much. We weren't even married. But I felt like that. I'm not sure if you felt that same way about me as I did about you. But you acted it. I truly hope you are living it up there. As of right now . I'm sitting in a white lawn chair at a cemetery. I'm texting you while literally everyone else is off doing their own thing or talking. I haven't seen your siblings yet. But I'm sure they'll show. If not they will regret it. I have a speech prepared. Though I'm not sure I'll be able to say it all. Love you always.
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