My Life As The Oldest Sibling

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This book is a rant/vent method I have tried to contain and surpress my emotions with. I do not encuridge self-harm, mutalation, or suicide. Get help before its too late. Beffore you are so into the darkness, that you can't be helped out. I wouldn't wish for suicide to my worst enemy. I know my spelling or my grammer is wrong. There is english mistakes, but that's not the point of focus. I would rather have this with spelling and grammer mistkes than having my body worst than it is or to take out my feelings onto others. I had to let this out on a site that i know none of my family is on and if they are on here they wont directly know it's me. If you feel like I have/do and like I described, feel free to contact me. I'll be here for you.
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I wanted to write it down due to me feeling like I do not belong and how I feel like I am not the daughter that my parents or family want. I wrote this and my other poems book to let out my feelings in better way than onto myslet or others. I don't want attention or comments about how my life wasn't hard, I know there are others out there who's life is much harder or they have gone through worst things. I'm writing to vent and explain why I feel like an outcast within my own family by writing my life as a I can recall it. This book will not have every single detail mostly major thing.