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❝ ʟᴏᴠᴇ ʟᴏᴏᴋs ɴᴏᴛ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴛʜᴇ ᴇʏᴇs, ʙᴜᴛ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴛʜᴇ ᴍɪɴᴅ, ᴀɴᴅ ᴛʜᴇʀᴇғᴏʀᴇ ɪs ᴡɪɴɢᴇᴅ ᴄᴜᴘɪᴅ ᴘᴀɪɴᴛᴇᴅ ʙʟɪɴᴅ. ❞

- ᴡɪʟʟɪᴀᴍ sʜᴀᴋᴇsᴘᴇᴀʀᴇ

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there was something wrong, Kori thought that something was really wrong with him for the past days.

It seemed that whenever he sees yuuko and the guy who is always with her made Kori grew irritated and restless. It makes him feel... bad about something. It made him feel that he just lost something special and hence, he wanted to take that something back.

With an unsure heart, Kori asked himself many times, "Why am I getting fired up for nothing?" but he alredy knew why. He gently slap his cheeks as he narrowed his eyes into his phone once again, staring at his and yuuko's picture which was taken last year at the school festival.

He rose up from his bed, ruffling his hair out of frustration. In the past few days, he and his girlfriend always fought about petty thing which added on the weight that he has been carrying on his shoulders. But for the past days, he thought their problem wasn't that important at all anymore. 

Kori grew tired of his girlfriend. His girlfriend was always clingy and being too needy which is kinda irritating — which he was being honest.

Most of the time Kori would compare his girlfriend with yuuko which was completely nonsense — because why would you compare a person to another person when you already know they both have different characters? It's like comparing the color black to white!

He narrowed his eyes onto his phone. Staring at his and yuuko's picture together back at their school festival last year. He chuckled as he reminisce their memories together and how he missed hanging out with the brat.

He missed fooling around with her, missed ruffling her hair, missed the things which the two of them can only relate to, Kori missed yuuko's existence. His anxiety was washed away by just thinking about the girl, which is kinda uncomfortable since he had a girlfriend.

He ran his fingers onto his hair while his other hand balling into a fist. Out of frustration, he landed a punch on the wall, creating a loud thud. But it didn't stop there but instead he landed more consecutive punch to release his anger from his system.

He must be the one who can make yuuko laugh, he's the only one who can stay by her side, he was supposed to be the one standing beside her — not the guy whom she's hanging out with recently!

It pained him to see Yuuko avoiding him while he didn't knew the reason why. It was supposed to be him who be close to her! Kori thought he was being possessive of yuuko when in reality he doesn't own her. He was jealous for no reason — unless...

But then a sudden thought hit him. He didn't like the idea but it suddenly creeped him out. But he liked the idea of him holding yuuko's hands, being the one to make her smile and everything.

He loves the way she smile around him, he loves how she was acting all dreamy whenever she talks about things she liked, and he want to see it again with his own eyes. And that is what he'd been missing all along.

His fingers ran into his hair as he shook his head in disbelief. His chest is pounding widely and he can feel his stomach fluttering.

He was being blind all along! She was already on his grasp but he'd still let her go and that was pretty stupid of him. Kori chuckled as shut his eyes close while a wide smile spreaded across his face.

"I like her, dammit. It's all her fault for making me feel this way."