Chris
"Man, what the fuck happened out there?" Joyner asked as I walked in my dressing room with my towel, wiping the sweat off my forehead.
"I ain't know whatchu talkin' bout nigga." I said playing dumb.
Well, what the fuck was I tell him? I didn't even know what it was myself.
"Yeah, real mature bro, real mature. Don't act like the whole world didn't just see you freeze. You must've forgotten that you're Chris fucking Brown, you have enough mistakes on your name so the unnecessary slip-ups aren't needed." He said harshly rolling his eyes before walking out and I knew exactly what he was referring to...it was what everyone referred to indirectly when around me.
I sighed throwing the towel down. Don't nobody know what the fuck I go through mentally on a daily basis. Yeah I get it, I fucked up, but that was years ago and I'm still haunted by that night after night, so the people on my dick about it, ain't helping one bit.
I laid on the couch in my dressing room closing my eyes just drifting off to the image of grey eyes...that's what I'm gonna call her until I find out more about her.
Camari
I climbed through the window in my room quickly changing in my white, cotton gown, pushing the clothes I wore out under my bed so it wouldn't be seen by my nurse and I climbed in bed.
The door slowly opened and I quickly closed my eyes as I felt the warm presence of my sweet nurse, she can be sweet...sometimes...
"I know you're not sleeping Camari." She said softly and I opened my eyes.
"I just had a bad dream and woke up that's all." I said sitting up.
"Mhmm." She said in that I knew you weren't in your room so what's the point of you lying tone. I sighed as she put the small cup on the table with my medication, crossing her arms waiting for me to take them.
I am not very fond of taking pills, especially these and she knew it.
I put them in my mouth and drank the water, swallowing them both. I decided that after the night I just had, getting her on my case would only ruin the great mood I was in.
"Open," she said and I opened my mouth as she tilted my head back and I lifted my tongue. "Good girl, get some rest. Goodnight." she said walking out locking the door and I smiled staring at the ceiling.
I would most definitely not forget that concert...it was my first one and with my new found obsession with this singer named Chris Brown. It's weird that I know most of his songs already since I only found out about him last month but it's not like I don't have the time.
I sighed in content as I rolled over hugging my pillow falling asleep with the echo of his beautiful voice in my head.