Camari
I got changed in the same clothes I wore to the concert, it was kinda the only ones I had but I loved them.
I slowly lowered myself out the window then walked to the guard who was asleep as usual and I slowly took his keycard out his pocket, opening the gate and running out smiling widely.
It's pretty easy for me to get out this entire thing but...if I run away what will I do? I don't exactly have family or money like that and Rick would definitely track me down.
I can't exactly remember anything about my time before the psychiatric ward...or why I'm even there but whatever.
Anyway, I walked along the road and a car slowed down with a few girls in it.
"Girl are you crazy? It's way too dark for you to be walking like this. Where are you going?" One asked and I looked down at the ticket and the word was kinda hard to pronounce so I just showed it to her and she smiled. "We're going to see him too! Hop in."
"Really?" I asked and she nodded and I smiled getting in.
"I'm Ella, this is Celeste and Andy." She said and I waved.
"I'm Camari."
"Your name is so prettyyyy." She said and I blushed.
After a few minutes, the car came to a stop and they started getting out so I did too.
The building wasn't too big but I guess since he wasn't doing a performance or anything, it wasn't needed.
The girls and I walked in showing the tickets and as I got closer to the large group my heart started pounding.
What if he thinks I'm ugly? What if he thinks I'm too poor to be his fan? What if he thinks I'm fat? Do I smell? I mean...I took a shower but...oh my God what if I smell?
"Excuse me miss?" A guy said pulling me away from my thoughts.
"Y-yes?"
"Uhm...you're standing on my foot..." He said and I looked down quickly getting off.
"I am so so sorry," I said and he chuckled shaking his head.
"Nah you straight, I'm Brandon."
"I'm-"
"Extremely beautiful." He cut me off and I was kinda uncomfortable because of how he was looking at me but I smiled politely.
"Thank y-"
"No problem, I should take you out sometimes." He cut me off once again.
Is this how men act on the outside?
"Uhm...you're very kind but I can't...I'm sorry," I said and before he could say anything else, I quickly walked away.
Maybe I'm better off on the inside of the four walls of my room in the ward...if this is how people out here act anyway.
Chris
I was pretty exhausted from my show early on but you know what? My fans are way worth it.
"Chris...like I'm not even kidding I love you...like love you love you...like not wanna have a baby with you love you but love you like...wow I love you...I hope you understand and I want you to know how beautiful of a soul you have and I made this for you." The girl who stood infront of me said as she pulled out the necklace that had 'Breezy' on it, you could tell it was expensive, and I smiled.
"I love it mamas, put it on me." I said as I leaned down a bit so she could reach my neck and she smiled putting it on me and we took a few pictures.
She walked away and it was another fan's turn with me.
Even though I was excited about seeing them all...like trust me I was...there was still no sign of grey eyes. I dont know maybe I'm in over my head...maybe I am crazy for doing all this just for one girl.
I took pictures and had conversations with a few more fans, collected more fan art and stuff...all while glancing around every now and then.
I guess she didn't feel like coming to see me in person...maybe she just likes my music and not me as a person, wouldn't be the first I guess.
I sighed a bit, feeling a little down and out of nowhere another crowd forms and there's yelling and screaming.
Camari
I smiled widely as I finally got to the front of the line. He looked as if he was almost done talking with the girl he was currently with and I could feel my palms beginning to sweat.
For God's sake.
He's just a regular- oh what the hell am I saying? Regular? No that's Chris Brown...a music god.
I analyzed his outfit and realized how laid back he really was.
It was just a plain black pair of sweats, probably from his store, a white tshirt and a denim jacket with sneakers.
He looked pretty good like that too.
The only thing flashy was his watch and chain...I like it...I like him.
He smiled at the girl and she hugged him and as soon as she turned around there was screaming and everyone's attention was turned to the large crowd formed at the side of venue.
"Wh-...no...it's my turn." I whispered as I pouted and the security guards rushed over parting it while he stood with a worried look on his face and he walked over passing me in the process.
"Hey hey...dont just yank em like that damn man come on." I heard him say and one of the security guards grabbed his arm escorting him out...safety reasons I guess.
After they finally parted the fight about only God knows what, a guard walked over.
"You guys have to go home, the meet and greet is over."
"WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU MEAN OVER!? I PAID $130 FOR THIS FUCKING TICKET!!" A guy in the back screamed and the guard rolled his eyes ignoring him as they escorted everyone out and I sighed.
I never wanted to cry this much because of not meeting a person before.
I also wanted to cry because if I took anymore money out of Ricky's account for anything else he would realize and kill me...so if he was to have another I would not be able to go.
Just my luck.
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