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Shattered!

Ashley's POV

Monday morning it was.I was cursing it as usual.It was 6.30 and my Dad was trying to wake me up.

'Ashley come on,get up,You will get late..Aye..Hurry',Just 2 mins Dad I replied .

I always loved the way he used to wake me up,Calmly and peacefully.He was now turning cautious towards her growing daughter.He was keeping good care.I jumped out of my bed as soon as I realised I was going to get late.Mom was preparing the tiffins

Ponnnnnng,blared the horn of the bus.I was almost ready but I failed to find my tie..Here and there I was searching for it

What happend?,asked my Dad

'My tie',I replied.He started searching for it.He finally found it below the couch.I was in relief.I thanked him and rushed down.AsI glanced the mirror in my corridor I found myself pretty enough,as I had ironed tresses and and a glow on my face.I thought "I was now a victim of Narcissism".I had actually by now startedloving myself.I just crossed my fingers for this smooth life to continue,but never it happens in my life.

'Thuuush' I fell down while climbing the bus.The conductor gave his hand.I was not badly hurt but I had some scares on my elbow which went through my blazer .It was no more new now..'Torn'..I mumbled.Also to add miseries My socks were brown now..Huh.!I hate untidiness .This accident did one good work it threw of my dizziness.No sooner did I reach the school I found myself in scrape.I was surrounded by Jake and his friends who warned me not to complain or utter any single word of what happened yesterday.Jake was the son of Miss Mable so he had certain powers.

The day was turning a boredom.Suzane was absent.I could not seek Mark anywhere.The threat was showing its impact,I was completely lost in some other world.No one to talk with.I had limited myself to oliver and Suzane.Oliver did never approach me if Suzane was not there.She was a part and parcel of my life.I was watching the sparrow making its nest out of the window during my lecture when suddenly I heard Uncle Jim shouting 'Ashley"

I turned my face and my eyes caught his,which were filled with tears.My class was starring him,Miss Joseph too..I was issued a leave from school.Before I could just ask him anything he uttered harsh words of truth..

"Your Dad......Your Dad met an accident..He is in the I.C.U..He calls your name"

Tears were strolling down my face,my liner was messed up.I could barely react.When we were getting into the car my eyes fell on Mark who was starring my tears.I knew he does not like it when strong girls cry,nor I do like it when some one watches me cry but I was helpless..We got into the car.Throughout the way I was weeping I could remember every single memory we shared.I could not believe this grim reality.I wished it to be a bad dream.I could compare this situation to the time years back when I was travellng in the cab.,we dint own a car then.I was told Mom had proceeded to Gods house with my little gift that was soon to come.The day was gloomy full of bad things,I was cursing my ruined life.God was just taking away every 1 whom I loved..My mom,My unborn sibling,and now my Dad..

We reached the hospital.I could see my step Mom crying on Aunt .Stuarts shoulder.She was in terrible pain.I could feel it.My dad met an accident when he was going to the office.A bus had badly galloped his car.The situation was horrifying .Maybe my misfortunes were counting.I rushed towards Mom and I caught her tight.I could see her numb.I rushed into the I.C.U as Dad was calling out my name,uncle Jim said.I got in at once and caught his hand.He opened his eyes I could feel hope.He wanted to say something I failed to understand it.Before I could cross question him,or ask him a favour to get well,I noticed the curves on the ECG transforming to a line.I burst into tears.I shaked his cold body but he had left for his heavenly abode..I lost my Dad..I wanted to live no more.I was totally shattered and so my Mom was.We completed the rituals after death.Inspite of being such a good orator I could speak nothing for his eulogy.Life was turning miserable.3 days passed,I did not go to school.I also ignored Suzane's calls and condolence messages.

It was Friday today.A bad Friday I could Assure I was feeling so damn lonely.I was feeling lost.I wanted to go where my loved ones were.Even Mom was introvert these days.She could not withstand the pain.We never had a long talk after the loss suffered.Mom had accompanied Mrs.Stuart for her shopping.This was plannes by Uncle Jim because every one wanted her to come out from the miseries and rejuvenate.I was alone at my place.It seemed as my house was haunting me.All the memories were seen as a flash bavk.I could see my Mom tying up my hair<i looked so small.I could see my Dad on the couch teasing my mom..I could bare this no more.The only thing my blurred vision could gasp was the knife,there on the table.And so I thought of killing myself.,this was the only option I was left with.I grabbed the knife without thinking of any further pain my mom would suffer I decided to make a suicide attempt.

I was not a coward but I had no worth in this world any more.I had aldready lost my family.I had no stock of friends.Even if I kill myself I do not thing any 1 would bother except for my mom and Suzane.I hoped my attempt would take me to mom and dad so I was not at all guilty..So I made an attempt.The last thing I cut see is my cut vein and blood oozing out through my hand..here and there and then the photoframe of my family there on the table..'Mom here I cum' ,I said and then everthing blanked out

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