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I could feel the touch,gentle hands were holding my fingers ,.The skin was so tender but I felt it was dragging my hand some where,when I opened my eyes I found it was Suzane who was trying to wake me up .We had reached our destination.,our hotel for the coming 2 days..And I was imagining it as something romantic!  Silly me..I turned my eyes to have a glance of Mark.He was sitting there with oliver and was reading some book.I have no idea when did he get up and what was the plan now for the trip.!.I tried hard to know what novel was he reading cause I was keen to know his interests now.,but fellow ,he managed to hide it

We got down of the bus and entered the grand hotel..It was certainly beautiful..charismatic ..Major White ordered us to freshen ourselves and meet at the lunch table at 2..Undoubtedly the rooms were to be shared ,one among the boys and other among the girls..I was sleepy..I barely managed to get into my room..No sooner did Suzane open the door ,I got into the bed,we had an hour to freshen up..So I preffered to sleep

It was 1.40 and I naturally woke up maybe my sleep was done..I found Jake and Mark in my room ..They were just chit chatting among themselves.,the thing that they passionately loved to.That was a damn awkward feeling cause I do sleep like a pendulum,here and there.I always have my t-shirts raised high when I sleep such.I mean atleast Suzane should have covered me with that blanket.I straightened my clothes to which I saw Mark having slant eyes with a wide smile on his face.O God I have no idea what was that wicked smile for..Before anyone could conversate with me,I rushed outwards in the corridor where I found Oliver who was trying to hear the conversations inside.I asked him if he would officially join them but he refused..Believe me he is really hard to understand.I headed towards the dining hall and completed with my lunch..I heard all the instructions laid down by major White and left for the room.On the way I met 4 of them followed by Oliver heading for  the lunch.I feel Oliver is the only one who likes to stay alone like me..I don’t want to complement myself,but for a fact even I am beautiful(i think so) but I just don’t like to show it off..Once there was a time when I and Ezabelle used to be partners in crime,we used to redesign the school uniforms and wear them in a stylish way but you know! A misunderstanding…she used to backbitch me and more stuff..Then at the time of puberty I met Suzane.Despite of she being fat or other things,I was in love with her nature.She was the only 1 who used to comfort me and understand me after my Mum…She shared my pains always and so I lately developed this boyish personality which I never want to change,.Thats the way to keep boys away..they sometimes irritate to great extents

After having the dinner all of us visited to the region of quebec-The Laurendites.Its just hours from my place,not even so distant.We visited the ski resorts-Saint Sauveur and Mont Tremblant.We trecked downhill..All in all it was total fun.I could figure out Mark’s possessive behavior towards me..He always wanted to keep care.,assure my safety and help me out..This was the day when first time a boy had held my hands tight and had assured my safety..that was pretty much romantic atleast for me.The day ended.I was so tired,I don’t understand what is Suzane composed of she is never tired ..I was lying on the bed after having my stomach filled with pineapple juices and biscuits cause the dinner tasted stale..Suzane enquired if I would want to join her and Ezabelle to the room of the boys but I refused..I was switching channels on the television to find something worth a watch but attention to media is real vain…I don’t like daily soaps so I gradually tried hard to sleep but I couldn’t as I had enough of sleep today.I was merely rolling on the bed with my blanket upside down

I heard the bell ring and opened the door thinking of Ezabelle and Suzane but as soon as I opened the door Mark rushed in..I interrogated him

A# What are you here for and why in such a manner?(holds her hand tight)

{Before this time my views were quite cynical and pessimistic towards love,believe that}

M# I love someone,very dearly

A# What?

M# Yes,so dearly that I cant stay calm without my confession done

A# Look ,I don’t know what you are exactly talking about..

M# Oh God..You always do spoil my humour.

(I looked into his eyes to query whether it was a humour or he was true for his feelings,he sighed back..We both were deep into each others eyes..lost somewhere in the midst.He neared me,held my waist tight ,and kissed me and I was so very comfortable..I just hugged him tight and felt to never leave him anytime..He was a different darling.That night we just talked of every single thing,his ex ,my mum,my hobbies my routine,I ended up confessing weird facts ,my cynical attitude towards love,my wish to marry a playboy and all the crap possible..I don’t know why but after certain time he was in deep thoughts and that made him down..On the other hand those 4 were enjoying late night gossips there,only 3 I guesa!..I felt Mark was in some problem,I asked him but he didn’t answer ,he left the room.)

The next day we set off for the eastern townships.We visited the Holy trinity Anglian Church,did horse riding and then enjoyed the camp fire..The day was good but not as good as yesterday..Mark was lost, I tried to conversate with him but he never responded well.We returned home by night ,my mom inquired of the trip.I told her each and every thing except things between me and Mark.I had to attend school tomorrow..I was also not done with my homework so without much of thinking I tried to sleep..I thought my confession of my wish of marrying a playboy hurt him or something so..Because he looked depressed after the long speech I said..I started recollecting my words,before I could complete with it, I slept

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