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I walked home brave and strong as if nothing great had just happened.I knew I could handle this because I have handled high pains then this.But however small it may appear I was hurt for sure.Not shattered but yes affected..He was my first kiss,my first love ,the first one with whom I shared my life.I was true to think that yes!there was something wrong that day when his mood suddenly turned out to be worse,he was uncomfortable,maybe this was the reason.

...walking down I reached the place where I had hit the car and I could feel the same pain once again,this time only the place was different,it was my heart.I held my pain up and placed it in the nook of my strength and started to act strong..I didn't want to break down again.My life now seemed hopeless to me,I had no reason to live once again.My friendship with Suzane had turned awry,we didn't talk that long as we used to.Mommy was busy these days in handling my dad's work.But I restrained myself from these depressing thoughts cause I could see my Dad's angel narrating me

'Give time to the time to move on'.I could not deny that but I was tired of putting my hope together,nothing was going good,..Mishaps and misfortunes hand in hand and no one to catch my hand.I can manage I said to myself and moved into my house.

Two constant days and I was trying to be nerdy.For the first time I thought books were my only escape.I started studying like hell,I was on leave from wattpad,cause my mom disliked it for taking me away from the reality.Since two days I am the typical nerd girl which I never wanted to be but no choices.All the geeks in my class were so astounded.Maybe they thought I can never be one of them.To rot learn the answers was  my Achilles heel yet I tried hard to do it.All my teachers were surprised , before I was a student who used to sit in the lecture gazing the nature,and now I used to answer all the questions so swiftly

.I never knew study was such a fun.But onething was sure I found that Suzane was not liking my way,I mean she always dreamed to be popular so she used to run away from all the nerds ,and therefore Oliver was always ignored.But I didn't bother it at that  moment because I now had new nerd friends.Mark was so surprised and we never had any conversation after that confession.I agree Victoria was beautiful but come on if you were aldready dating her,what was that kiss for?

I thought to myself.I bet if there was some other girl in my place she would have tried hard to chase and trace Victoria but now it was not my matter.Things were steady but somewhere my heart new that 'The false cover I was wearing could not stay for long'.

I knew I was not such nerdish... I just was gaining happiness by cheating my real self.That wasn't fair enough but I had no choices.I just wanted to run away or hide myself from this ruined  destiny.I was tired waiting for something good to happen.Once again I was in deep thoughts when I heard that loud sound that I was habituated to..

S# Hey Aesh!

A# Hiii 

S# To be clear,What's wrong?

A# What?

S#  Ya thats what I am asking?what?

A# Okay fine .I know I am kind of wierd these days,thats what you want to say,right?

S# Yaaaaa

A# I am sorry

S#  No you don't need to be.Be my dude again! I am actually missing you mahn!

A# Awww

S# Stop those feminine sounds ,it does not suit you,better get that.Its for my gender!l

A# Haha..sure..I would never steal that from you 

S# Remove this spectacles okay? Come we will go home and get back you to lenses and shorts with that hood ..because you look great the way you are .Then why the hell you demand the change

A# I said I am sorry but can I confess 1 thing?

S# What?

A# Marry me! You act like my boyfriend

S# You want me to laugh on this lame joke?and boyfriend,as if you had any?

A# Hey miss world,neither do you have any,random crushes that change half-yearly

and then I ran away because she had heavy hands and I wanted to more pain..haahaha

S# You moro*.You should be hanged to death for insulting such a beauty! Huh

A# You are no beauty,just heavy duty....

I jumped around the corridors when she was struggling to catch me..But I was sharp and fast enough to take a refuge again and again

S# Hey damn,where are you,she said breathing heavily

A# So you are tired Suzi?

S# Yeahhh...Come here,I promise I won't bang you down!

A# Sure?

S# hmmm...she uttered with a heavy breath

A# Suzley promise?

S# Yaa a suzely promise.Walk fast

Now I was pretty much confident she would not harm me because of the Suzley promise,a promise with the bond of truth amongst us!

A# Yeah say?

S# Shopping !

A# Stop joking ,I know you have no pocket money left,You just used them all before 2 weeks.ansd saved the rest for Anna.I mean how can one shop stock after evert 2-3 weeks.Consistent in shopping !

S# Recollect the date dude?

A# 3 rd of august.So?

S# Soooooo !! (she made that face prompting me to make a guess,within a fraction of second I could understand what she wanted to say)

A# Oh yeahh,I am going to get my pocket money today!Hey but I am not going to spend them on your double sized costly tops

S# Hell away this Suzley promise..I want to beat you hard for this one..

A# No you can't break the bond and don't get offended,you know I love you so much

S# Oh reallly??(with a wicked smile)

A# Okay fine,you know I never shop from my pocket money.Aunt Ruella gives me shopping vouchers every  year which is enough to buy me minimum pair of shorts and hoodies.So its all yours always

S# Ya I know that,Say something new

A# You bitch,you are so mean,oversmart actually

S# I don't think thats something new..haha

Read the next one to find out the craziness of these girls on shopping!They live the real one.Once again shopping to be proved as a stress buster.Find out several ways to get yourself out of the heartbreak.love you readers

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