13 reasons why (BTS Version)

Tape 1 Side B

Trigger warning: mention of death (suicide)

Taehyung sat at the bench wondering if he was a reason that Jimin killed himself. He sighed lowly to himself and pressed pl>y.

"So...your probably wondering why you have these tapes." "That voice." Taehyung whispered to himself.

"If you have these tapes just know you did do something to cause my death."  Gulp. "But.. There is one special tape that isnt bad.... Anyways lets continue alright.

This tape is about someone i didnt really know. But... He took away my confidence. And after i was left insucure.

It all started while we were in class. Our teacher Ms.Yang came up with the idea to write notes to eachother. But...it was the beginning of the school year so i understood why she did it.

Many people wanted it to be anonymous. So she said to write a note and place it in the persons pouch. Of course we went one by one so we wouldnt see and would check at the end of the week.

The first time i checked i had many great notes and it brought my confidence up. The notes read things like..

You're very pretty love your hair lots :)
-anonymous

Great personality and you're a very nice person hope we'll become friends ;)
-anonymous

It really helped my confidence."
Taehyung wished he could make Jimins confidence go up. But he couldn't help but wonder why he was in this 'story'. He was very kind to Jimin and thought he didn't hurt him.

Guess i was wrong taehyung thought, before wiping a single tear.

"But after a while i didn't really check my notes but i knew i had gotten some. But when i checked there wasn't any. I felt down and i suddenly felt disgusting.

The next day i got up and saw BamBam place a note in my pouch. I got excited. The next day i checked and nothing was there.

This happend 3 more times before i devised a plan. I wrote a note to myself and placed it in my pouch. I sat at the back of the classroom so i wasnt seen. I saw someone i knew come in.

He quickly snatched the note from my pouch which just read

Why are you doing this? This is supposed to be my confidence and i lost mine now.
-Jimin

He looked back and saw me. It was Kim Namjoon. All of a sudden i felt bad. Maybe he only stole mine because he didnt get any i thought to myself.

When i ran up to him i asked why over and over again until i was crying. I had a mental breakdown in the middle of the hallway. Many people stared but i didnt care.

I just wanted to know why he took them from me.

But he just stared. He knew what he did. I kept on pleading with him to tell me why..but he didn't. He ran off and left me in the hallway looking like a fool."

Taehyung remebers that day like It was yesterday. Because of what he did. He felt bad for Jimin because he was new and didn't have friends. So that day he wanted to be one of Jimins friend.

"I was crying uncontrollably at this point. I saw Taehyung walk past me and smile he quickly realised i was crying and hugged me. He was the boy i worked with i thought to my self.

I thanked Taehyung then walked home. So thank you Taehyung. You barely knew me but helped and if your listening to this im sorry i did this to you. Im sorry i left you before we could be closer."

Taehyung bit his lip to stop a sob from coming out of his mouth. Does he wish he was closer with Jimin? Yes but he knows that Jimin had a lot of problems going on in his life.

He tried to comfort him the best he could. But before he could one last time Jimin was gone.

"But lets give a bigger thanks to Namjoon. Just know you took one of the things i needed away. Which was confidence so thanks.

Alright well go to Tape 2 Side A to understand why i did this....okay."

Thats the last word that Taehyung ever heard Jimin say. 'okay'. It happend at a party and 'okay' was the last word he ever heard from Jimin.

A person can be here one day and be gone the next. Taehyung quietly said to himself.

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( A/n:)  Hey :))) i know your probably wondering wth this book is but i dont know i felt like i needed to do this. I hope you understand and this book isn't made to make fun of 13 rsw

I hope you guys understand. Ty byeee love ya lots.

:)