13 reasons why (BTS Version)

Tape 2 Side A

Taehyung got up from the bench he was at and slowly walked to a nearby cafe. As he was about to enter but he was stopped by Namjoon.

Just looking at Namjoon just made Taehyungs blood boil. "Hey what are ya doing out so late." Namjoon quietly asked.

Taehyung couldn't even look him in the face. Thats how much it hurt him to hear Jimin sad.

"Um i have to go" Taehyung said before scoffing and pushing by him. Jerk. Taehyung thought to himself.

He then found himself sitting at a cafe table. Ready for the third tape.

"Haah im back and i just want to say thank you. Thank you for everything bad youve done to me. Im talking about one person in particular.

At this point in the school year i was already suicidal. I just wanted help. I just wanted someone to listen and i thought that person would."

Is he talking about me? Taehyung thought.

"Mrs. Padverry. Thank you for shutting me down thank you for not caring about one word i said. See here's what happend. Mrs. Padverry asked everyone to write a question than we would go around trying to answer it.

We did that for 15 minutes until we got to mine. Of course no one knew it was mine. It was anonymous. It read 'if someone is suicidal would you help or let them die?'

Mrs. Padverry looked at me she knew it was me. Yet she threw the card away and said we need to stop joking around like that. After class i tried to talk to her but she turned around and left.

After i walked home and sat in my bed crying. I realised my life is a joke. One big joke. And the big jokes on me for living. After that day i knew i didn't want to be alive anymore."

"Wh-why?" Taehyung murmured out before clinching his fingernails into his palm. People stared at him but he didn't care. He clinched his fingernails so deep into his palm it left red marks.

That night in the cafe Taehyung wasnt left with just physical damage. He was left with emotional damage to.

He misses Jimin he misses seeing Jimin happy. They worked at a movie theatre together. And he misses seeing the smile on his face. Or that cheeky grin.

Just thinking about how Jimin was gone forever made him tear up. He quickly thought of the moment.

[Flashback]

"Ahh its so cold today." Jimin said faking his coldness. In reality he wanted Taehyungs jacket. "Oh um here you can where my jacket".

Taehyung said shyly before looking away. A smile crept up on Jimins face and Taehyung saw it. "Hmm you dont talk much do you?.... Or are you just shy?...shy thinking about me?"

Taehyung blushed at what he said. "Wh- n-no i-i um?" "im just kidding Tae... Loosen up!"

Jimin started laughing and when he was done he smiled. He smiled because Taehyungs face was red. He quickly hugged him and said "loosen up you know were good friends right?"

Friends of course just friends. Taehyung thought but he smiled. "Yeah" he said before letting out a sigh.

[ Flashback end]

Taehyung was crying at this point thinking of the moment where all of this was going on but Jimin hid it. Thinking of how emotionally hurt Jimin was and he put a smile. What made him the most sad was that.... Jimin helped others but didnt get help back.

(a/n)

Hey! So how do you guys like me giving you a insight of taehyung and jimins past? I defiantly dont know so help me out! If you have anything to add message me!!