TUJHKO JO PAYA (Completed)√

Is This Pain Will Heal Ever?

Sorry for the delay. Wasn't in a mood.

Everything can't change like this. You have to keep patience.

Time changes everything. It can change the situation to be worse, but yeah make sure it always changes you to be better.

'Life is about change. Sometimes it's painful, sometimes it's beautiful. But most of the time it's both.'

It's the reality..

Chapter-73

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'Grief is like living 2 lives.one is where u 'pretend' everything is alright. and the other where ur heart silently scream in pain'

this is exactly the situation of Nandini.she wants to show everything normal but she can't pretend infront of him..he knows her more than she knows herself..but still her behaviour is so cold and normal..

Nandini-I have killed my child..are u talking about this reality?

she says in a cold and normal tone..Mnk becomes puzzled..

why is she behaving like this?

Mnk-do u know what r u saying?

Nandini-I know..yesterday was the day..the most memorable day..I do remember..ap sab log chahte the na ki main thik rahu..khush rahu..so jb main thik hoon tab vi aplog ko problem hain?

Mnk holds her shoulder tightly..

Mnk-because u are not okay..isse thik rahena nehi kahete Nandini...tum jo vi kar rahi ho...u r pushing urself to do this..main tumhe aise nehi dekh sakta..

'to mat dekhiye' she shouts suddenly and jerks his hand from her shoulder.

Mnk becomes shocked..

Nandini-mat dekhiye..chod dijiye mujhe apni hal pe please...

Mnk-Nandini tumhe kya ho geya hain?I know u are hurt...bohot dard ho raha hain tumhe..but please share with me..we decided na that we will share everything..

Nandini-what do u wanna hear?? that I am dying inside every sec?? I am feeling that somebody has just snatched away the other portion of my heart and its bleeding constantly...yahi sunna chahte hain?

the raindrops of storm starts flowing from her eyes..she can't hide anymore..her inner soul is paining like hell..

she breaks into tear..

Nandini-I told u..jbvi main khush hone ki try karti hoon tabhi..kuch hota hain and mujhe humesha ke liye tod ke chala jata hain..say na do I deserve it?? I am immature..I am not so strong...sabkuch manti hoon main lekin....I am a girl...I have a...I have a motherly feelings....apne nehi dekha u were not inside when I was killing my baby...

Mnk is standing like a statue..tears r dropping from his eyes..

Nandini-that moment....I feel I lost the most precious thing...a little life...hum kya kabhi bhool sakte hain isko?? never Mnk....

she looks at him with her teary eyes..

Nandini-you... don't get over it..u get.. through it..

She utters the words inbetween her sob.

Mnk-I am going through the same Nandini...

Nandini nodes her head in yes.

Nandini-u are but not like me...kuchdin ke liye hi sahi..I held him or her in my womb...

she goes near him and clutches his tee on his chest ..she shakes him..

Nandini-everyone keeps telling me I can just get pregnant again and have another baby..but I wanted that pregnancy I wanted that baby..my first baby Manik...