I will never leave you Hanna Baker

Chapter 1

Hanna point of view (H.O.V)

I was sitting in my room as clay left for California 3 hrs ago, and I was planning to give him a surprise on his birthday that is coming next month and kat was in living room, watching TV. Yeah, kat and I both got admission in same college so we are living in the same apartment and we share everything 'ohh just wait, not clay, ofcourse' she is like my elder sister.

"Hanna come with me I want to show you something" she said in a panic and her breath was heavy

I said "what happened kat!" And came closer to her

She said "please come and see" we both ran to living room

I said "what happen?" she pointed towards TV and the news was going on "the plane from New York to California had crashes badly and everyone are dead 132 body has been found and still 78 body is yet to be found but rescue team say that no one has survived because the plane has badly crashed". The tears were rolling from my eyes, my heartbeat was heavy I was standing like someone has stolen heart from my body, then kat gave me a hug and said.

"Hanna please say something" I wanted to speak but I couldn't, it was like my lips were sealed.

Kat pulled away and said "please Hanna say something"

I said "no it can't be.. clay can't die! He promised me!" and my head started spinning and it all went dark infront of my eyes and only thing I could hear was "hanna..hanna" and i fainted.

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10 hrs later 

H.O.V

I woke up in my room and my mom has hold my hand and the tears were rolling from her eyes because Clay was like a son for my mother and tears were also rolling from my eyes 

I said "mom"

"Hanna...how are you?" 

"Mom... any news of...Clay" i was sobbing

She embrace me in a hug and said"Hanna there is no news we talk Mr.Jensen they didn't get clay body till now the rescue team said that..." And she started to cry more, I pulled from hug and said in panic "wha..what rescue team said?" 

She looked in my eyes and cupped my cheeks and by thumb she wipe my tears and said" the fish in the sea are dangerous and they have eaten him"

I said "no..no clay cannot leave me he promised me he will never leave me...he is alive I know he never broke his promises "

"Hanna honey please stay calm"

No..mom why always me mom why?..i..i will also not live i am going to die"

"No honey please don't say these you have to live not for us but for clay baby..." My eyes became wider and in shocking way i asked"what?"

"Yaa honey you are pregnant Dr confirm these"

"Mom..."

"I know honey...you have to live for his baby" i was very happy that i have Clay's baby in my stomach and I will live for his baby