Jealousy is a bad part of me

Let me love him...

~Kaneki's POV~

As I head to a new coffee shop in town my mind is clouded with thoughts about the boy I met yesterday.
Are we moving to fast? It doesn't feel like that to me.
I reach the coffee shop to see Touka sittung in there alone. I vo to sit next to her so neither of us are alone.
"Hi Touka."
"Hello Kaneki? Anything new happen?"
Should I tell her about Tsuki? She's really close to me, so I don't want to lie to her. But I haven't told her that i'm pansexual yet.
"Actually yah something amazing happened!" I spoke. I'm not going to lie to Touka. "I got a boyfriend."
"Oh? I didn't realize you were gay."
"I'm pansexual." I say with a smile on my face.
"Well...tell me about him."
"Huh?"
"What's his name? What's he like? Tell me about him."
"O-oh s-sorry." I say as the blush starts to set in. "His name is Tsukiyama, he"s really sweet and so far has just treated me nicely."
"Wait! Tsukiyama? Like Shuu Tsukiyama?"
"Yah! You know him?" I say happily. Maybe she's friends with him! I got confused when her expression turned from happiness to anger.
"YOU CAN NOT DATE THAT SON OF A BITCH!" I flinched at Touka screaming. I'm currently a mixture of emotions. I finally found love and this is how she treats me?
"Touka, can't you just be happy for me? I found someone that I love."
"LOVE?" She yelled again. This just made me more mad. "HOW CAN YOU LOVE SUCH A MONSTER?"
That seven lettered word set me off. I'm more mad than I can comprehend and I decided to yell back.
HOW FUCKING DARE YOU CALL MY BOYFRIEND A MONSTER?" I yell as I slam my hand on the table, standing up. "I thought you'd be happy for me Touka!"
"Yah well, I guess you were wrong." She says and walks out the cafe. I sit back down, my head in my hands. I start crying a little bit. I could barely hear the bell ring, signalling someone walked in.
"Onii-Chan?"
I glance across the table to the door.
"Hi Hinami." I say, forcing a smile.
"What happened? Why were you crying?"
I can't lie to Hinami. But I also don't want her to leave me like Touka did.
Hinami sits down, waiting for an answer.
"Well, I found someone. Someone who I love. And Touka didn't like that and stormed off."
"Does this person make you happy Onii-Chan?"
"Very."
"Then I hope you guys work out." She says as she flashes an adorable smile.
I sigh in relief.
"Thank you Hinami."
"Of course! I have to go, I'm metting someone here. Bye Onii-Chan."
She leaves and I sit there staring on my cup coffee.
Why didn't Touka like Tsuki? What happened with them? What did she call him a monster?
As I sat there, just thinking. I didn't look to see who just entered the cafe. I just sat there, contuing my thoughts.
Did I make a mistake dating him? I don't feel like I did. Every time I see him, I just feel loved. I love him.
"Kaneki?"
I jerk my head up to see the beautiful purpled haired man I was just thinking about.
"T-Tsuki?"
He sits down next to me. A blush sets in my face.
"It's nice to see you again."
"Y-you t-too Tsuki."
He stares at me more, make me blush harder?
"Were you just crying?"
"N-no." I lie, looking down at my coffee again. He lifts my head up to look at him.
"Who made you cry?"
I could see his eyes going red. He's getting to angry.
"I-it's fine it d-doesn't matter."
"Are you sure?"
"Yes, it's fine."
His eyes start to look around the cafe.
"T-Tsuki? Y-You okay?"
"Yah, I'm okay. Just looking for someone. I want to make sure no one is going to hurt you again."
His go full blown red as I see he's really fusturated.
I hug him umin an attempt to calm him down. The blush in my cheeks gets redder. I look up to see he has a faint blush too.
"Kaneki, you okay?"
"Y-Yah I'm fine. J-just please calm down. It's fine, I'm okay."
I look into his eyes to see his normal colour coming back. A wave if confidence hits me and I lean in, he meets me half way. We kissed.
As we pull apart I look out the window to see Touka and she did not look happy.