21st Century Anxiety

a dream of spring

(inspired by BTS' Spring Day)

i long for longer spring

for all the memories they bring

as the days, not yet countable

and flowers in bloom, so beautiful

but winter is far too cruel

and time, even crueler

the rift between us growing wider

as the snow grows deeper and deeper

my heart sinks to the floor whenever...

whenever the flowers stop blooming

for they serve as a reminder

that into far off places, you are moving

and so you have...

where have you wandered, i wonder?

has time stolen all that you have?

or have you gotten lost in this eternal winter?

wherever you are, i miss you

writing this has made me miss you even more

time has forced me to start anew

though i am crippled by the mere thought that you aren't here anymore

without you, it's ALWAYS winter

it's april but it feels like december

i miss unraveling the world together

how long 'til we can be free from this cold winter?

the dust of questionable worth

falling down onto the earth

it flies through the air

it just flies through the air

if i were snow flying like the dust from a feather

could i reach you just a bit faster?

for the snowflakes falling from the sky

are drifting further by and by

i miss you
i miss you
i miss you
i miss you

you left me so quickly, how?

i tried my best to forget you

i told myself that i would erase you

but my heart would not allow

when can i be free from this pain?

how many sleepless nights remain?

'til i can see you again?

so i can be whole again

after the cold winter ends

until spring decides to come again

until flowers choose to bloom again

when the time has come to make amends

please stay where you are

and wait for me

please wait for me

until then, i long for longer spring