one last love /c.h/

abused & forgotten

well lets start off telling you about myself before we get this 'story' started. my name is jenna im 14. I've been abused and raped all my life. I don't like telling people. I believe it's my fault. I've been moved to like 6 different foster homes in the last 3 years from the abuse as I get older it gets worser......I now cut. I know it sounds like I'm being a attention whore but im not. I don't like attention. im tired of being these people's toy. since now when they hit me I can't feel nothing. I live with this family that has a boy named luke hemmings. he's really nice and he's 18 tho. he always leaves to go with his 3 best friends. I always feel sad because I have no one to talk to. it makes Me feel useless. I for one never new or heard about my real mother I guess she gives no shits about me. well lets just get to the point im never gonna have a normal life and I won't never trust a guy except luke. all his friends laugh at me except the brown haired boy. hes cute but just don't seem right in the head. they always whisper to each other like nigga I'm not no ones chew toy. well ill see you guys later on as I'm in this story right?  well bye