It all started back in 90s,where the life seem to be wonderful and encouraging,good people every where from a distance felt a gentle touch.with dreams of achving the best in life,wishing to touch the sky one day..This was all shettered not until i mate you.I Lyne Jones this may neither be the beggining nor the end of my story.
James Marts the lover of my life,they say when you love some people so much you see your God on them,I saw my God in James and bealiaved that he was the man that will receive me to the altar the day of my wedding.we shared alot of moments that made me to think that he was my heaven sent likewise it wasnt.I was so into him that nathing would change my mind for him.Living whith him was a pressure,i never wanted anything more but him beside me.My feelings whehre complited to him.Beyond Love i loved him for my soul.This all feelings changedon the day of my wedding when he left me wondering at the altar,what i expected to see is not what came my way that day.The news about him going away with other woman to abroad that afternoon reach me in my wedding dress at the altar.23 April 1996 this is an forgetable day of my life,it was the end of the world for me my James left me wondering in the state of quagamayah.
I went thruogh hell in 5 years and wanted nobody near me,my mom was the only hope left for me becouse even my father hated me for the hummiliation i coused him.Through the ups and down,day by day my mom encouraged me to be stronger and open to other chances to love but i refused to love.5years of lonlyness and hatred finally the lucky come on my way.It was during the film vestival 2002,when my mom thought that taking me there would make me forget all my problems and meet new people.There is when i met Eddy Mng,it wasnt easy for me to give myself to him,2years passed away and he still convinced.Finnaly i gave myself to him and forget the past becouse he made me to.He gave me life full of happyness,after a year we decided to get marriaed.
A new life full of happyness that is all i dreamt about and thats what Eddy.One afternoon sitting on my vellernder wondering how life have been to me all over sudden my mom came running into my house,when she reached at my place i was still wondering coz i had never seen her like that before.She just come by to bring me the news that James and his wife where brought back home fighting for their last breath to death.I was very sad i wished to see James again but i wasnt sure if Eddy would like it.But what was done was done.My husband was not that much selfish,he gave me a chance to go and see him but i never wanted again becouse the punshiment James was enought and seeing me happy would have killed him.
