Feelings

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*Blade's Pov* (Next morning)

"Blade, you told him about your past and SHIFTED in front of him?!? Are you insa- never mind, but still it's way too much for a freaking HUMAN to take at one time" Nick said

"Well, he was surprisingly calm" I said thinking back to last night

"Ya, well that's because it didn't sink in yet" Nick said giving me a 'duh' look

"What do you mean, 'sink in'?" I asked confused

Suddenly we heard Jace getting up

"Well you're about to find out in 3...2...1" Nick said as he counted with his fingers

AS if on cue we heard Jace yell OH MY GOD.

I ran into the room to find him shaking, twitching and laying on the floor mumbling about how he is in a house full of monsters and needs to escape.

OK, the monster part just broke my heart, I can't believe he thinks of me as a monster.

"Jace?" I say, carefully stepping into the room

His head snapped up so fast I thought he got whiplash.

"S-stay away from me" He said scooting backwards

"Jace I'm not going to hurt you" I say slowly inching my way towards him

He keeps scooting back until he hits the wall and starts to hyperventilate.

"Jace calm down, you're hyperventilating" I said 

But he only calms down slightly while mumbling 'I wanna go home'

I look at him with sad expression not liking my mate in distress and knowing that I'm the cause of it.

As I close the gap between us softly but quickly take him in my arms. He squirms and tries to get out of my touch. I squeeze a little tighter as I embrace him as I do this on instinct to sooth his emotions by acting as if I'm protecting him.

Soon enough he calms down to a quiet whimper as he is embraced in my arms

"Little rose?"

"Go to hell" He mumbled

"Already been" I said, my voice grims

He looked up at me wide eyed and I signed continuing.

"I am  still in hell, the consuming black abyss, the empty void, the endless chasm of darkness, for the longest time I thought I would be swallowed up by it completely and it would take control of me. that I would become lost in the darkness forever, not even my friends could have anything to stop it." I said looking at him

"But why me, what do I have to do with all this?" He asks

"That was until I saw you, since the first time I saw you I couldn't get you outta my mind. I usually don't have these type of feelings or just didn't know I had them. Not until I learned about what a mate was and it all made sense you were my mate. I want to keep working at our relationship to the point where you are comfortable with me. Til the point where I make you as happy as you make me. I know this a lot to take in at once and If you need your space that's fine but I love u and I want you. I don't know what I would do without you, we aren't even in a relationship yet but you are my everything.  You are the one person saving me from the black abyss, the darkness, that's why it's you and it will always be" I explained 

I know everything will take time. I have my work cut out for me, but I will try my hardest to get him to be mine.

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