Psychosis (ToLine FanFiction)

XVII

C A R L O S

From: Celine
"Hello. Naka uwi na ako. Baka tulog ka na, so good night! ☺️😘"

I got her text pass 10 PM. Hindi pa ako tulog — pero naka higa ako sa kama, — kasi hinihintay ko talaga text niya — or kung nakalimutan niya.

Overprotective natin ah.

Sa tagal kong naghintay, nakapanood na ako ng dalawang movie. Tinamad na rin ako magbrowse ng channel so hinayaan ko na lang sa Animal Planet.

To: Celine
"Buti naman. How's your date?"

Wait what?

BAKIT DATE????

Cancel. Cancel. Cancel. Cancel.

Sent!

Very good, Caloy. You chose the best word to tell her. Sarcasm please. So napa-facepalm na lang ako mentally and literally.

Baka isipin niya binibigyan ko ng malisya yung dinner niya with her friend. Who am I to judge? There's nothing I could hold onto di ba?

From: Celine
"Sira! Its just a dinner hahaha 😂😂"

I hate situations like this, nakakamatay yung nerbyos at yung thoughts na naiisip ko.

To: Celine
"Ang aga mo atang naka uwi. Nag grab ka?"

From: Celine
"Hindi haha 😂 hinatid ako ni lucas."

Kakabasa ko pa lang, pero mas mabilis pa magreact yung katawan ko kaysa sa pagprocess ng information ng utak ko. Napa upo ako sa kama dahil sa nasaba ko.

"What?!" I exclaimed.

"Hinatid ako ni Lucas."

Parang sirang plaka na paulit ulit na tumatakbo sa utak ko.

Kumalma ka Caloy, kalma lang. Its not like the first time na nangyari sayo 'to. Chill lang, ganon.

To: Celine
"Ah okay. Matulog na tayo alam kong pagod sa training. Good night."

Hindi ko na hinintay reply niya, pinatay ko yung tv and sinet aside ko na phone ko. I can't believe I'm sleeping tonight in a bad mood. Hindi ko na lang sana siya kinulit nung nagde date, I mean nagdi dinner siya with her friend. Ba't pa kasi ako nagreply ng ganon?

Bigla namang sumakit yung ulo ng very slight.

Caloy, relax. Friend lang siya ni Celine. Nothing to worry. And if they both have mutual feelings for each other, then baka hindi ako ma-attach ng ganito.

Suddenly, my vision starts to get quite blurry. Am I getting sleepy that fast? My mind goes blurry as well, I feel like I lost the thought I'm worried about.

// If hindi mo sasabihin, baka maunahan ka //

No. Like I said, if may feelings sila for each other, dapat sila na ngayon.

// Who knows, that the guy was just waiting for the right time to confess his feelings for her //

There's a small possibility that Celine would ask me what to do if that happens.