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Chapter 3

Eva POV

Lørdag  10:30 am

Thump thump thump

My head is killing me, where the fuck am I. Looking around I see familiar black walls with soccer jerseys and a poster of a half naked model.

Ughhhh you have got to be fucking kidding me. Looking down at my clothes which were not what I wore last night, no longer am i in my tight black dress instead I am now snugged up in an oversized black hoody.

How the hell did I end up in chris's house, on his bed, in his clothes. Turning on my side the bed is completely empty but still slightly warm.

Sitting up I walk down the stairs and am rewarded with the smell of pancakes. Chris was standing in the middle of the kitchen shirtless making pancakes.

Still oblivious to my presence, I observed him. He looks more mature since the last time I saw him before last night, and his hair has grown out and styled to that gorgeous 90's look of long and messy at the top and short at the bottom. I don't know something is different with him, he seems more cynical I guess.

His face is stuck in a sort of concentrated expression and his eyes are deep in thought, a slight frown was marring his lips as his eyebrows were furrowed together.

In a second his thoughtfulness changed completely and now he was emotionless.

" I know your there Eva."

" how the fuck did I get here, and how did I end up in your clothes?"

Letting out an already frustrated sigh he turned to face me.

" well, last night after coming back inside the party you decided to get completely fucking wasted and a guy took advantage of that and was trying to hook up with you. Me being the good friend I am, I decided to knock him out and bring you home-."

" well that doesn't explain why I'm in your hoody."

He rolled his eyes and groaned frustratedly.

" if you would have just let me finish talking I would have already told you. Anyway on our way back you vomited in the taxi and all over your self, including me, so I brushed your teeth with your old spare tooth brush you left here and I showered you, don't worry We didn't do anything, and then I put u in a hoody and sweat pants which you took off no matter how many times I put them on you."  He finished.

" okay now that that's out of the way, do you want some pancakes?"

I just grunted nodding my head.

We were eating our pancakes in peace, a weirdly comfortable silence settled over us.

" I'm sorry." I muttered reluctantly.
" for what?" He asked

" for vomiting on you, look it was an accident."

He just shook his head.
" you were drunk, it happens."

Nodding I take a bite from my pancake, this loud silence washed over us, It was a silence full of unsaid things and tension, looking up to chris, he was about to say something.

He is going to address us I know it, I can tell by the way the vein on his forehead is prominent and his eyes are squinting. We are not going down memory lane nor are we going to talk about us, I'm not ready yet. So instead I did the only thing I could, I cut him off before he could open up Pandora's box.

" I have to go, thanks for last night, I'll see you around, I guess." Heading upstairs I grabbed my phone which he must have put on charge and my wallet, leaving wearing nothing but a generously oversized hoody and some boots.

My so called home was the same completely empty and alone. Fuck I hate this place sometime especially on quiet days like today, when so many things are rushing through my head, when emotions are running wild and I did a mistake the night before, on days like this my brain decides to wallow in self pity and wonder why my life just turns to shit at random times.

God I sound like a drama queen. but I'm not entirely upset about being with Chris yesterday, sure it is majority of the reason but  the main reason is the way he makes me act and react, fuck we didn't even speak two words to each other before my back was pushed against a wall and my legs were split wide open with his fingers inside of me driving me to insanity.

Great now I sound like whore.

Mondag 1o:30pm

" evaaaaa!" It's vilde the bubbly of our group, crazy kind and sometimes a tad insensitive but we love her anyway. She was running up behind me with sana chasing after her.

" Vilde, what's happened." She squealed so loudly that I am sure she created a hole new octave.

" did you hear about Chris."

" no I didn't hear about Chris berg." She just giggled as sana gave her a glare from behind.

"Not chris berg silly, penetrator chris." My blood went cold.

" no why would I know what happened to him." She just giggled again.

" well since you guys have been hooking up for a while I thought you would be the first to know." I just rolled my eyes.

" we haven't hooked up in 5 months." Lies, lies, lies what about Friday

" anyway apparently penetrator chis -." Vilde got cut off by a very pissed of Sana.

" why must you always gossip away. Your life does not depend on what everyone else around you is doing, you are so much better than that Vilde." Vilde looked up at Sana perplexed.

" but Eva should know." Okay right now I am feeling out of the loop.

" I should know what."

" penetrator chris has been in a 5 month relationship with Emma." That was a small sting in my heart but it was barely there.

" cool, and I care because?" He cheated on another one of his girlfriends with me.

" because you love chris and your hurting, it's okay tho we are here for you eva."

Vilde then gave me an awkward one armed hug and I just couldn't handle it anymore. I let my emotions run wild and I broke, into the biggest fit of laughter I have ever had to the point tears were streaming down my face and my head was rolled back, I was even wheezing.

" ohh Vilde, I can't believe you think I love him." Wiping a tear from my face I continued. " we were just fuck buddies."

Vilde then turned to Sana. " she's in denial." Is what she whispered.

" no I am not."

" Yes you are."

" okay Vilde since you are me and you know how I am 'feeling' I am going to go to the bathroom just so I can cry my eyes out, remembering our sweet romantic times." I replied

" it's okay if you need someone we are always here for you." Vilde must not have realised I was being sarcastic as she hugged me so tightly that she was cutting off my air supply.

" I just wanted to let you know I'm here for you if you need me, ohh and there's a kusgroppa meeting on tørsdag." I just nodded and she was on her way.

" it's okay to be hurt eva." Sana spoke up

" I'm not hurting I'm fine, anyway like Vilde said they've been going out for 5 months, he probably forgot about us." Sana nodded.

" don't be to sure about that." And just like Vilde she left.