Some Things We Wrote

On the Line

This is in a format called ABC poem. I tweaked it a bit, so it's not exactly following the format..

Also sorry for uploading this late. Vacation called.

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At first I loved them all, I truly did

But then I found the truth, the real feelings behind the glamour

Confused and angry, I vowed revenge

Destined to fall, or destined to soar?

Either way, their lies consumed me

So I grew upset, I grew angry at them,

Their sorrows, their dilemmas didn't bother me anymore

Understanding and compassion had left my heart, replaced by darkness

Vices and lies played around in my tongue, conversations laced with poison

With that, I hurt them all with no regrets at the time

A monster I've become, hurting all the ones I've loved

But the worst is that repenting cannot save me

Cursed the minute I found out the truth

Did I benefit from this, or was ignorance better?

Everything broken, nothing left

Still on the line between insanity and rationality

They will not forgive me for what I've done to the others

Underneath all this armor protecting what was once my soul

Virtue is lost upon me; I'm sorry, I'm sorry dear.

Will you forgive me for what I'm about to do?