Bully

Wanting to

. . . . . . MADDIES POV. . . . . .

I was sitting in mums car on the way to my home.

" Mum." I called

" yes my baby?" She asked

" I want to." I started

" Want to what?" Mum asked confused

" I want to remember." I let out my feelings

" I kno-" she started

" No you don't know, I feel like I need to remember, I mean I don't remember my own daughter, I want to remember so I can move on. I want to remember that blonde kid. I want to remember everything, and I can't. And you don't know because YOU REMEMBER YOUR DAUGHTER, AND YOU HAVE PEOPLE TO TURN TO. AND SADLEY THATS THE ONE THING I REMEMEBER, I DONT HAVE FRIENDS I GET BULLIED SO I HAVE NOONE TO TALK TO OR TURN TO." I was now in tears

Mum was speechless. That was when I noticed we were sitting in my drive way.

" I'm going in my house I.. I guess yeah my house." I said and got out of the car and walked up to my front door. Wait this rings a bell.
I remember something, me yelling at someone but I don't remember who or why I was yelling at them. I shook my head and walked into my house and up the stairs into my room. That was when I got another memory, on this bed I made a video but I don't remember why.

" UGH WHY CANT I REMEMBER ANYTHING." I yelled to anything or anyone

. . . . . . Niall's POV. . . . . .

Rite now I'm watching Mickey Mouse on the Telly with Taylor at 8:42. I look down at Taylor only to find her asleep on my lap. I smiled and picked her up, and carried her up to the guest room. When I got up there I laid her down on the bed and pulled the covers up over her.

" goodnight and good luck little one." I whispered

1:25 AM

I was woken up by something lightly hitting my arm... Taylor

" what?" I asked tiredly

" I miss mummy, I can't sleep." She told me

" look T I'll take you to see mummy in the morning rite now we all have to sleep I'm sure mummy is sleeping." I said facing her before turning my head into the pillow until I herd 6 words I never expected to here from Taylor.

"Can I sleep with you Niall?" The faint voice asked me

" Uhm yeah." I put out my arm and lifted her up and put her on the other side of the bed.

3 minutes later I feel Taylor roll close to me and put her arm and head on my chest.

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I woke up with Taylor's entire body on my chest.

" Taylor wake up we get to go see mummy today." I shook her.

. . . . . . MADDIE'S POV. . . . . .

I had just got dressed into leggings and a white T-shirt with a sweet shirt that says ' losing isng an option' over my shirt.
That was when I herd my doorbell ring I ran downstairs to open it and there stood Taylor and Niall I picked Taylor up since she was supposedly my daughter, and looked at Niall...

Wait

It's all coming back to me Niall's my best friend he is in a band called One Direction. I went to a bar and got drunk and ended up with Taylor. Niall was the one I was yelling at because he was banging on my door scaring me and my baby girl. The text messages, the pills, the video! everything it's coming back to me.

" Maddie you ok?" Niall broke me from my thoughts

" NIALL I REMEMBER!" I screamed at his face.

" You remember?" He question excitedly

" YES!" I said and embraced him in a huge hug which he gladly excepted.

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I decided to have Niall stay a couple hours to celebrate my memory. So we decided to watch Nemo with Taylor
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Turn up

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" We'll it's getting late I better put Taylor to bed." I said as Nemo ended

" ok I will be down here."
Niall responded

I picked up Taylor and carried her up to her bed. I put her pick monkey pajamas ok her to sleep in.

" Goodnight my little munchkin." I told her and kissed her four head.

" Hey mummy?" She started a conversation

" yes baby?"

" you know Niall?" She asked me

" yeah why?" I responded in confusion

" I like him, he is good to me, and takes cawe of me, and oh yeah he bought me a lot of stuff." She told me

" ok kid time to go night night." I said and turned off the light and ran down stairs to Niall.

" Hey Niall." I said as he was putting on his shoes

" Hey are you sure your ok, do you need me to stay the night?" He questioned

" I'm fine Niall, and thank you for talent care of Tay and buying her whatever you bought
Her!" I thanked him as he was not standing in the porch and I was in the door way.

" no problem, we'll bye Madelyn Marie." He said with my real first name and middle name

" by- ." I was cut off by Taylor running down the stairs and out the door. She said hugged Niall's leg.

" Bye Niall." She said in a sad tone.

" Bye T, I'll she you soon!" He said to her whilst bending down to hug her.

" ok come on Tay it's bed time let Niall go."
I called out to Taylor

And with that Taylor came back to me and Niall left the house.

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A/N thing are finally taking off to ware the book needs to go... I hope you guys are liking the book so far.
ilysm.

Book recommendation of the chapter

' you and I' by @ssunshinenxall
It's a really great book you should go read it.