"Come on.! My mum wants us home for lunch.! LOUIS WILLIAM TOMLINSON. Get over here NOW.!" I yelled. Though he was my bestfriend, he acted like such a child.! We were 18 for God's sake.! Suddenly i hear his husky voice in my ear, I'm guessing hes trying to sound seductive....? Though he sounds constipated.
"Don't get your knickers in a twist. Have fuuuun." Wow. That was actually kind of seductive....NO, i take that back.! Hahah.
"How do you know I'm wearing knickers Lou.? You pervert, watching me dress AGAIN.?!" I teased. He stood there, his mouth hanging open, about to protest. "Race you home.!" I shouted before he could comeback with something smart alec to say.We race to my house, and i win naturally. I notice its a good five minutes before he gets back...Weird.
"LouBear, I won.! I get freeeee huuuuugs.!" I sang when he arrives. He doesn't look happy with me....I grab him in for a hug but he shakes his head and lightly pushes me away. I'm on the verge of tears.
"W-What did I do, Lou.?" I said, stammering and trying to hold in my tears. He grabbed my arm and shoved his phone in my face. Its a picture of Jack Mason with his hands up my shirt and him kissing me.
"He forced himself on me Louis.! I tried..I tried to call you, but did you answer your phone.?!" I screamed, glaring at him. He looked really sorry. I don't care.! How was he going to get mad at me.! "NO, so i called your mom, and you know what she said.?!" I was clearly pissed. "You were in your room...with NATALIE. You didn't answer my call after i almost got raped, but i let it go because you are my best friend and i love you.!" I sobbed. I looked up at him from where i stood, though i could barely see him through my tears. He ran up to me an embraced me, letting me sob into him.
"I'm so Sorry. I....It...I'm sorry." he stuttered. " I think ill break up with Natalie....i'd rather have my best friend, than a girl who keeps me from my best friend." He smiled down at me. Yes down considering he was about 5'8 and I'm almost 5'2.
"Aww, Thanks Bear. But come on, I don't want Lot and Fiz seeing me like this. Wait..." I said grabbing his arm. I put on my best puppy dog eyes and i stuck out my bottom lip and said, "LouuuuBeeearrr. Will you carry me.? Pretty pleeeeease with carrots on top.?" I asked. He looked at me and laughed.
"Sure, Val. Come Ere.!" He said. I wrapped my legs around his waist and my arms around his neck. I buried my face into his chest. I sniffed him.He smelled like vanilla. I continued to sniff him and i mumbled into his chest, "You smell like Vanilla." Though it sounded more like, "You shml lk vnlla." His chest rumbled with laughter. We got to his room and He laid me down on the bed and then he fell on top of me.
"LouBear, Get offffff.!!!!" I moaned. He was so heavy.!
"Aww, VeeVee, i don't wanna. Your'e comfy.!" He said snuggling into me. I had a plan.....
I started fake coughing and and said "L-Lou..?" and faked unconscious.
"Val. i know you're trying to scare me. Valerie.? VAL.?!" He screamed. I opened my eyes and he was lightly crying. Shit. Now i feel bad.!
"LouBear.! Come here, you know id never leave you.! I love you." I said, rubbing circles into his back, while he clung to him. He stopped crying and looked at me.
"I love you too VeeVee." He said. WHAT.?!
"Why didn't you say it.? You wouldn't leave me right, Lou.?" i questioned. He opens his mouth to speak, but nothing comes out. he looks away from me and says. "Valerie, I need to tell you something..." he said hesitantly. Now he looks into my eyes. "Babe, I...I'm leaving for the X-Factor." He looks at me, a single tear running down his face. I wiped it away, even though i continued to sob. He tries to give me a hug, but i gently push him away. From this moment until Louis left me, (consisting of 3 days) I stayed in my room, not acknowledging Lou's existing much. The day he left i gave him a hug and he kissed my forehead. I let the tears stream down my face, as i said "Live your dream. I love you LouBear." 8 words. 2 sentences. The worst moment of my life.
