A Promise of Love

APOL 41

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  "How dare you do this to me miguel , hindi lahat ng bagay makukuha ng pera mo hndi lahat ng  gusto m ay sayo mapupunta. you disgust me so much! i can't imagine my self to see and know someone  that can ruined my life and people lives. "

i shout him with anger   he can't be like this, i feel hate so much  all of the people miguel  ikaw pa.  kunsabagay nga namn  that's not posible to happen he is a ruthless and monster in any way.

  

i look at him with disgust, " u look pathetic! " i scan him  up and down i stop with his  face and blazing  eyes.

" hindi kaba naawa sa mga taong kinunan mo ng bahay at sinisira ang buhay? tpz ay ipapatapon mo? uu nga nmn jan kalang magaling ang manira ng buhay para sa sarili   mong kapakanan at interest .  u know what?  i really hate u to the point that i want to cursed  you death ksi kampon ka nmn ni satanas diba?bakit hndi ka nlg mamatay. ! "

umigting ang panga nito at gigil na nkatikom ang bibig. " WHAT now miguel? u want to deal with me that's why u brought  me here bcoz of your so called  genius plan? am i right?.very genius plan that can make my self laugh and puke so hard to your so called plan. "

magsasalita  sana ito ng pigilan ko sya ngali-ngali na nito akong hablutin .. tinignan k sya ng painsulto  bago magpatuloy sa pag sslita.

" your damn genius plan can make my life a living hell for the rest of my lives miguel , but if this the only way to make those people stay in san carlos bukidnon then  i'll accept your offer. kahit sukang suka ak sa pagmumukha mo at presensya mo titiisin k habang buhay manatili lg ang higit 200 na tao sa lugar na yun  at tahimik na mamuhay. " diin na diin at walang khit na anong pait at emosyon kng sabi ...

i can accept the  fate that God gave me if this is really my destiny. who am i to stop those ita's tribe people living thier place where they belong since they're born in this  universe.  titiisin k lahat dhil sila nalg ang pamilyang tumanggap , at nakinig sa kwento kamalasan ng buhay ko  sinuportahan  nila ako  sa bawat ikot ng araw at gabe pinakinggan at  kinupkop inalagaan  sa knila ko naramdaman ang tunay na pamilya  sa knila k naramdamn ang tunay na hamon ng buhay at pagmamahal. in my 24 years of existence sa tanan ng buhay k sa knila klg nkita ang kuntento at totoong malasakit ng pamilya na kahit kaylan ay hindi ko manlg naramdamn sa srili kong kadugo. .

bago ako umalis ng bundok knina para lumuwas dito ay ibinilin na skn ng tatay joel k na pirmahan kna ang kuntrata. aalis kami at hahanap nlg ng bagong titirahan pero hndi na nya maipangako na mabubuo pa ang tribo na matagal na nyang nakasama.  i cried at first but tatay joel explained to me  that he don't want me to get hurt again i had too much pain ok na daw sa knya mawala ang bundok wala nrin namn kaming magagawa pa   kung ipaglalaban parin namin ay parepareho lg kaming mapapagod.

see? khit ganoon ng nangyayari ako prin ang inaalala nila
. pero dhil gusto kong suklian ang lahat ng kabutihan nila oras namn cguro para ibalik k sa knila yun. sila nlg dn namn ang pamilya ko.

"  stop yana u can't do nothing about my decision now if you don't agree about these  u better leave and go back to the mountain with the black people-"

" black people? " putol k sa sinabi nya the nerve of this man . wala tlga syang puso! " those  black people u are talking about is more decent and kind than you sabihin m kng anu ang kelangan kng gawin para matapz na to" malamig kong sabi dto.

he grin and stand up ..." its simple yana " then he walk behind my back  nanindig ang balahibo k ng maramdamn ang hininga nito sa tenga k...

".... Live with me and i let you're tribe stay in bukidnon " then he bite my earlobe ..

  i balled my fist and closed my eyes for what he said damn u miguel.. damn you.!

  i don't want to waste my  tears with this man anymore he don't deserved it..

nilayo k ang ulo k at tinignan sya ng masama " live with you?  fine i.live.with.you. pero tutupad ka sa usapan miguel " idiin k ang sinabi k at huminga ng malalim.. this is for the people i love ...

i saw him smile in victory . but i glared  " i did this bcoz i love those people  khit suklam na suklam ako sayo... "

nawala ang ngisi nito at malamig na tumingin skn " i stick with my words yana  now i will call some people to build the houses i demolish in return  u will live with me until i said so"

hndi k sya tinapunan ng tingin mabuti at naisipan nyang gawin ang bagay na yun dapat lg nyang gawin yun dhil sya nmn tlga simula ng lahat.. 

"  u come with me now sa condo k ikaw titira...  wait with me  honey i call someone " paalam nito hndi k sya pinansin at ... nanatili akng nka upo sa puting sopa sa loob ng opisina nya the last time i went here its color brown bkit ngaun puti na even the center table and some stuff here are all new..   i don't care anyway.

" lets  go"  narinig kng sbi nya.. tumayo ak at naglakad na palabas pero nahinto ak ng hawakan nya ang kamay k...

i felt the electricity coming from our hands but i ignore it instead i pull my hand back and glare at him" u don't have the right to hold my hand stay out " malamig kng tugon bago derechong naglakad patungong elavator 
narinig kng nagmura sya pero dko sya nilingon at pinindot na ang button. ng bumukas ito i instantly going inside  but i feel someone's presence behind me and i don't need to look back to check who it was. amoy palang nya kilala kna.

Miguel pov

i can't hide my smile  while driving back to my condo yana is seating in the pasenger seat beside me looking straight outside the window  galit padin ito but i can deal with that what important is she's going to live with me at hndi kna hahayaang makawala pa sya ulit  i will do anything to make her stay with me.

" honey are u hungry? do you want to drop by for some dine out?

i look at her. hndi manlg ito nag abala na lumingon...

" no "

" okay let's eat" i said ignoring what she said.

i saw in my peripheral  vision  lumingon ito skn, " sabi k hindi "

" but I'm hungry  honey " i said.

" edi kumain ka mag isa mo!" umirap ito tsaka inis na bumaling ulit sa bintana...

kumunot ang noo ko sa tinuran nito  i don't like the way she's talking back with me, parang umakyat nnamn tuloy ang dugo k sa ulo k at. 

" pag sinabi kong kakain tau kakain tayo! do u understand? " galit k bulyaw dito napipikon nanmn ako

ganito ba tlga sya ka sukang suka makasama ako? damnit

" if u are going to eat miguel ,just eat hndi mko kelangan idamay kng gsto mng kumain dhil hndi ako gutom!"  she  exclaimed

" don't raised your tone on me woman!   fine we're not going to eat  damnit "  inis kong hinampas ang manibela at  pinaharurot ng malakas ang sasakyan...

kng ayaw nyang kumain then No... buysit kng binusinahan ang mga sasakyan na humarahang sa daan... " fuck it"

" hoy miguel kng gsto mong mamatay ibaba mko! magpakamatay kang mag isa!" 

." SHUT UP"  gigil kng sigaw dito. 

she think I'm planing to  suicide? huh no way if im going  to die she will die with me too..

" shut your sassy mouth or else" i glance at her lips "  i kiss that  lips of yours".

" at sa tingin m papahalik ako sa tulad m  " bulong nito pero dko nmn narinig .." stop mourning " i glared at her.

napairap lg ito at tumahimik nlg...  good girl . i smirk..