𝑴𝒂𝒏𝒊𝒂 | Yandere x Reader

Day I- Rising

"I've defeated you again...when will you ever learn?" They sighed looking down to the ground as the rain poured down. The water mixed with blood and then I knew I was defeated again. I swore under my breath for this bastard to just die already.

" Learn what?, you sadistic ass?" I finally answered trying to look up at them from where I was. Their boot was on my head sticking my face in the dirty rain water. This is disgusting. I hate filth.

" You still refuse to be submissive after all these times...what is motivating you? How haven't you gone insane yet?" They pondered looking down at me with those vile eyes. They took their foot off my head and kneeled down to me and moved my hair out of my face.

" I refuse to give up to you..I w-won't" I tried to smack their hand away. But they only continued with a small chuckle. A grin began to form on their face. This was the closest I've ever been to them. I still couldn't see their face as hard as I tried. It was hiding behind that damned cloak of theirs.

" You still have the same fire in your eyes every time we meet. You're a weird one. I'll give it to you though Yuuto-san..you were close this time. Just not quick and witty enough. You're still making the same mistakes since Day one." I glared deep into their eyes.

" Do not dare say my name, filth.." With that I spat on their foul face. They wiped it away with disgust and wiped their hand on my face.

" Haha..I think it's time to shut you up once again...we will meet again Hibiki like always." They stood up and cocked their gun that shone against the rain and moonlight. I loathe every second of this ending.

" Wait..just you wait..I'll kill you..and I won't be nice..the furthest thing from it. You may laugh at me now but then when your kissing my feet you'll realize you're a fool. That day will come..and I will never give up even if I do this a million times over." I say with venom in my mouth and glaring daggers at the monster that stood before me. They smiled under their cloak as they laughed like a psychopath.

"We will see about that, goodnight and sweet dreams in hell Hibiki~"

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I awake once more gasping for breath in a cold sweat. I failed again. Shit.. I've lost track of how many times I've restarted waking up a mess like it was all just a bad dream. This world is just one big bad dream. My room looked the same as usual, a disaster. There was paper everywhere and clothes scattered on the floor with the sunlight peeping through my window. I wipe my forehead and brush my hand through my white hair slicking it back. My hands turned into fists as I bit my lip. I can't take much longer of this godforsaken world.

I'm going to go mad.

A new week, a new start. I cannot give up otherwise I am this world's time shackled slave for eternity. I refuse to surrender to this place, to this room. Everything else in my apartment was clean and organized like it always is. The magazines were on my table waiting to be read, but I've read them a million times over. Nothing mocks me more than the horoscopes in those damn fucking shitty magazines. I had wished that they would disappear when the world resets, but alas they didn't.

I threw the magazines in the trash can and one didn't make it in landing on the floor opened to me. It had landed on the horoscopes for the week. I shouldn't dare read it, it's always disappointing. Telling me that this week will test me or that I won't have a good week. Horoscopes are bullshit anyways. But of course me being curious I looked to find Aries, my zodiac sign.