The Perfect Choice

1 - Jennie

Jennie's

First music awards show and I can't keep my heart from beating wildly aiming to deafen me from the noises of the world outside. Much better tho if I go deaf.

From the moment we debut, people can't keep their mouths from talking about us, either in the good or the bad side.

We were called names, like Monster Rookies, to Digital Monsters to Big 3 privelege. But the best name ever created was JENCHULICHAENG. 🤘

The girls and I try not to listen to the noises from people who don't matter and just try to do what we gonna do and enjoy every performance because honestly, love us or hate us, BLACKPINK was born to slay. JENCHULICHAENG was born to stay.

Me and the girls were already on our way to the dressing room swoon over by all the flashes of cameras around us.

Honestly, I am still not used to the paparazzi sneaking to everything we do and everyone we meet like we weren't allowed to even catch a single dang breath.

I sighed from relief the moment they switch directions and went directly to the world-famous BTS. I have never been so relieved and thankful for the glorious presence of such male idols.

"Unnie, omg it's BTS!" I almost jumped out of fear when Lalisa shouted directly to my poor ears. I glare at her and she immediately back down. The power of my eyes.

You see, 3/4 are really big fans of the just entered idols but count me out. I do listen to their music but fangirling my sht out is not really my thing. Well, I lied. In terms of 'fangirling my sht out', I got eyes only to one specific group and that is BIGBANG.

"Jenduek, it's Bangtan." Jisoo unnie silently whispered in my ears as she cling unto my hand. Now I'm confused who't the real Jendeukie here.

"I have eyes too unn--" I tried to sass back but stopped midway as I sense a strong scent that just linger around the area.

A chocolate scent with the smallest pinch of strawberries. A scent that even though I hate chocolate, I am willing to devour. A scent that keeps my mind on a big fat mess. A scent that wokem up the sleeping wolf inside me.

She silently growled making me sniff and turn to figure out where the scent is coming from not caring the unnie that keeps on bothering me about BTS. She eventually let go and gave up trasforming me to be part of their squad.

I kept on looking from the crowded area trying to figure out the scent that made my wolf out of her calm zone, which rarely happens btw.

My mind was out of my own control that I feel like my wolf wanted to jump out of my entirety and find out where the scent came from.

Don't know why she's acting this way but knowing how I love and respect my wolf, I go on with the flow and try to find the scent for her.

"Jen! Why did you stop?"

But eventually, a soft sweet voice snapped me out of my wolf area and into the cruel reality. I looked at my unnie who has this concerned look in her blinking eyes.

And suddenly, my heart aches for us.  

"What happened? Are you ok?" Jisoo unnie asked. I stare at her goddess like figure and formed a slight smile for her.

I held too many secrets from my own girls I lived with for years now. I held too many secrets from the sisters I have never once have. And once again, I felt guilt rush into my whole being.

"Earth to Jennie!" She shouted and I smiled to her again making her frown.

To be honest, I am dying to tell her. Them. I wanted to. I needed to. But I would not do.

I am a werewolf. I am not a human. My true home was in the forest. My true family is in the forest. I am completely different from them. And I can't quite know how I can bring the truth to them without them looking at me with fear in their eyes. I don't want that.

I smiled to my unnie again and decided to ignore the wolf that wanted some sort of explanation to what she felt after the scent lingers to our nose. "Let's go." I said and walked in front of her.

We passed to BTS who are now getting interviewed and my wolf instantly froze from all its actions. I furrowed my eyebrows when realization starts to hit me and my wolf.

The chocolate-strawberry scent, the scent that my wolf gone crazy for is one of Bangtan. And one of them is..

My mate.