I Need You«jiminXyou»

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Your p.o.v

'Jimin,I'm here with you. We,together can pass everything,okay? Just tell me what's wrong.'I said while I hugged him.
I heard him.sighted very deeply. He broke the hug and he hesitated to look at me. I lifted his head and I made eye contact with him.
'Jimin,talk with me,please.' I looked into those puffy and red eyes. I think he cried.
'It's a stupid thing.'he said with a husky voice.
'Just tell me,I won't laugh,I promise.'
'I don't know how it happens. I mean,they just appear in my mind and they make me feel useless,unhappy.'
'Who make you feel like this?'
'I have some moments,I called them "bad moments". It's like I wanna die. And I tried it ,so many times.  I don't see me anymore,here,in this world,with my family and my friends. I don't see a future for me. '
'Jimin, we can't see the future,you know.' I said and I started to play with his pink hair.
'It's not like that,y/n! It's like...I don't know how to explain.'he said and he looked away.
'You mean,they make you feel like you don't have a future?like you may die,somehow?'
'Kinda. They make me want nothing. They make me feel so empty and alone. I feel it,y/n! Here! ' he took my hand and put in on his heart.
'You aren't alone,I'm here.' I holded his little hand.
'Yeah,now you are with me. But in past...'
'Don't think about past,okay? Just focus on present and enjoy the moment.'
Jimin didn't say anything else. He just hugged me again and after some moments he fell asleep. I couldn't go because if I move I would wake him up. And I didn't want. He needed to sleep.
While he slept,I could see some things I didn't notice them before. His soft and cute cheeks,his fully and pink lips,which looked so damn good. His jawline...I think if I touch it,I could cut my finger. He's so handsome,so hot...I want to bad to kiss him but I don't think he would do the same. I mean,he isn't in a good mood for those stupid things. I need to heal him, and quickly. I don't like seeing him unhappy.

After some time,I fell asleep too. We slept together,like a couple. He rested his head on my chest and he holded my waist very tightly,as I can't go.
I felt Jimin moving and I wake up immediately. Our face were so close to each other. If he would move,our lips would touch. And I wanted it. Instead,we stayed like this,without doing anything else than looking into each other eyes.
'You're so beautiful,y/n. I didn't notice it until now.' I blushed by his compliment and I looked down. He lifted my head.
'you're more gorgeous when you blush.'he said while he touched my red cheeks.
'I missed you so much...please don't leave me,y/n. I can't survive it again. I just...I can't. I need you so fucking much.'