I Need You«jiminXyou»

5

Your p.o.v

'Okay so,today we are gonna do cupcakes!'
'Cupcakes? Sounds good!' Jimin said with a big smile,looking like a little child.
'Hmm..and how are we gonna do this? I didn't cook cupcakes before.'
'Well,we have YouTube right?'

Well,I don't think I can tell those aliens cupcakes. They look very dark and weird.
' I'm not gonna eat those...."cupcakes" 'jimin said.
'Well,we tried. But I don't understand,we did what they did so...'
'It's okay,we can eat some sandwiches. We can't burn them so....' Jimin laughs.
'Yeah,I think so...'
While Jimin is making the sandwiches I wanted to talk about his bad moments. But I don't know if he wants too.
'Jimin? Can we talk?'
'Yeah,sure.'
'So,I wanna talk about your bad moments. I mean,I wanna know more about them. Is it okay for you?'
Jimin stopped cutting the bread and he sits down next to me.
'Well...What do you wanna know about them?'
'Everything.'
'It's hard to explain,you know. I don't know exactly when they appeared or when they are gonna appear so...I really want to know. It's like,for example: I am happy right now. Everything is okay and suddenly they appear. They make me feel like I'm useless. Like I don't have nobody and..they make me feel like I'm not good enough.
A little tear escape and roll down on his cheek.
'It's like I disappoint everyone. And I don't have a future. I don't see me in future. I know we can't see in future but..It's like the universe doesn't have a future for me. And they make me want to die. I told you I already tried to cut my veins. I didn't even manage to do this.'
I feel my tears in my eyes. I hugged him very tightly.
'Jimin,it's okay,I'm here with you. You aren't alone. And I promise I won't ever go! I will be always with you. And why would you want to die? You have so much things to do! Like,I don't know. We can watch some movies and we can take a walk,try again to cook and many other things. We can go to collage together and then...'
'And then what?'jimin said looking into my eyes with little hopes.
'We can be together,like best friends!'
'Just best friends?'jimin said coming closer to me.
'W-well,I...'
He cut my words by a kiss. His lips are so soft and so damn good. I couldn't resist and I kissed him back.

And now what?I asked myself.