(Eren x Levi Fanfic) Could this be love?

Does it hurt?

Erens POV

I'm so glad school is finally over, I can go home and actually have a normal day. I spot Mikasa and signal her that I'm ready to start heading out. She runs over and we start saying goodbye to our friends and begin walking home.

"Hey Eren, having a better day than most I see"

"You're not wrong"

"Gonna do anything special? Maybe go out and do something?"

"Nah I'll enjoy some peace and quiet for once"

"Oh ok, well ima be heading out with Sasha to the mall so you'll have the house to yourself"

"Alright cool have fun" Wow I'll really be peace at mind for once

----Later----

"Alright, Eren I'm heading out! Take care of the house!" Mikasa shuts the door as she leaves.

Finally, I can be at peace, I go to lay on my bed when my head starts becoming bombarded with thoughts of Levi.

"Goddamnit! One day is all I ask to be able to relax and breathe" But the thoughts didn't stop and they got dirtier and dirtier

"It's really hot in here..." I said to myself.

And I knew why I missed when he would kiss me although I would hide my feelings, I miss that sensation, his touch, his taste. Before I knew it I was getting an erection from all the thoughts that filled my head. This is embarrassing, but this is the ultimate relaxation isn't it? I go to the bathroom to finish the job. I've never done anything like this before. I mean I'm not a virgin like Mikasa says but I've never felt or have done anything with a guy. He's my first. I shake my head to try and ignore all the thoughts being processed in my head. Let me enjoy a peaceful day. I go to lay on the couch.

"Maybe it's hot because I'm wearing my black jeans" I try to convince myself until I hear another voice interrupt my thought process

"Or maybe because someone is on your mind" I turn to see Levi leaning against the door

"Levi?! What the fuck how did you get in here?!"

"Mikasa shot me a text and let me know you were gonna be at home alone, I stopped by the mall to get the key, I'd figured if you didn't wanna come to my house I'll go to yours."

"Mikasa?! No way in hell she would do that, that's not like her"

"Or maybe she's been really worried about how depressed you've been, and being alone doesn't seem like the most optimal choice"

"Oh, and what was I gonna do? Kill myself? you've seen the hard head I am, no way in hell would I hurt my sister like that" He frowns and walks closer to me I take a few steps back until I give in and let him wrap his arms around me

"You've been in a really bad spot because of me huh Eren?" My heart stops. No. Please. I don't want to remember the pain.

"W-what are you talking about. Its everyday stuff It doesn't affect me"

"No Eren, you've been suffering to the point where you've gotten used to it" He begins holding me tighter and I feel something wet on my neck

"I'm so sorry I did that to you, When you're depressed, the people you love most are usually the biggest casualties. I don't want to hurt you anymore I promise I never will. I promise you'll never be alone again"

"No...Stop I don't want any more pain" My voice was shaky I was terrified yet relieved he was here.

"There will be nothing but love from here on out Eren, I told you haven't I? I've gone soft for you" He smiles at me gently. I gaze into his eyes as I begin feelings tears rolling down mine. He cleans the tears off my face and gives me a gentle kiss on my lips then embraces me in his arms once more. I tug on his sleeve trying to get his attention.