(Eren x Levi Fanfic) Could this be love?

Do I really love him?

Eren's POV
Class is such a pain. I can hear kids whispering about me. Man life has completely sucked since then, usually I would kick anyone's ass if they had insulted me or I would not care but for some reason it gets to me now...I guess because Levi hates me? He's been on my mind all these weeks, yet he doesn't tell me a single word when I try talking to him. Better yet his current group of friends always insult me and tell me to get away. It hurts...it really hurts my chest every time he rejects talking to me...
"Eren! Eren Jaeger!"
"Huh? Uh yes?!"
"Please reframe from drawing inappropriate body parts on the desk, and remove that note from your back!"
"S-Sorry sir!" I can hear the kids behind and beside me laughing and giggling, of course. I'm now known as the class joke...
Outside for lunch
"Eren!!!! How was class??"
I turned to Mikasa with a annoyed expression saying 'why did you drag me here'
"It sucked like usual"
"Well PE is next so you don't have to worry about sitting down all day, you can run till your hearts content"
"P.E? Oh yeah...I'm always usually absent when I have PE. I guess I -"
"Eren everything okay?"
My face got hot as I realized I had Levi for PE and history!
"I'm fine. Just a little dizzy"
"Don't push yourself Eren, lunch is about to end so I'll see you later, don't let such dumb things bother you either. Bye!"

I was so afraid. I didn't have PE with any of my remaining friends, I don't know what I should do.

"Ay punk! You! Jaeger boy!"
"Me?" I saw a group of juniors approach me
"Yeah you, who else. You took a fine piece of ass from us! And were gonna make you pay!"
"What??" I had no idea what the situation was
"Hanji, you little shit! She was the finest body around in the girls dressing room. Yet you had to go and kill her!"
"Oh, you guys are those stupid pervs that peek in the girls dressing room huh? But I didn't kill anyone- so just shut up..." Hearing how I apparently killed Hanji always brought me down... She was my friend... I would never want her to die...
"Your in for it now punk" They pushed me into the boys locker room and backed me up to a corner, they threw punches and kicks. I had no intention of fighting back, or more like I felt like I deserved it. I swear I hear these rumors about me killing Hanji so many times it feels like I actually did and it only makes me feel worse. After they were finished beating me up they had left me with cuts and bruises, one guy kicked me hard enough to make me cough blood. I was left behind, I didn't wanna get up but I knew I had to. I got up and cleaned off the blood from some cuts.It bothered me that they peeked on Hanji like that, but i couldnt fight back. I was walking out the door and crashed into someone
"Sorr- Levi?" He looked at me and simply looked away, it sorda looked like he was scanning what had happened to my body. He tried to pass by me but I had grabbed his wrist.
"Levi please answer me!Please!talk to me Levi!" At that point tears rolled down my face, its been forever since I got to touch him. He opened his mouth.
"Let go Jaeger... Don't you ever touch me" he pulled his wrist back as my eyes widened
"Why? Why do you hate me so much?!" I started sobbing into my hands.
" Is it because I killed Hanji?! You have no idea!!! How I wish it was me who died instead!!"
His eyes soften
"If only....it really were you who died instead..."
I froze. I couldn't cry, blink, move, I couldn't do anything. Did he really...just say that?
"Hahaha" why am I laughing? "HAHAHAHAHA! To actually think" no. Stop. I don't wanna hear anymore cruel words from him.
"To actually think, I had fallen in love with you! HAHAHA" why is this amusing? Is it because its so funny how I fell for such a cruel person? Or how easy he can brake me? My laughs turns into tears again
"Your such a idiot Levi! I DONT UNDERSTAND YOU AT ALL!!!" I ran out the room. Please, just get me away from all this pain.
I had heard him scream put he hated me, heh
"If thats true...why lead me on these past few months...idiot" a tear roles down m face as I exited the 'exit' door
Levi's POV ( just rewriting everything that happened but now what Levi thinks of it)

I had to go to the locker room to pick up something I had borrowed from one of the guys that hangs out with me. Honestly I wouldn't even consider them friends, I just needed a excuse to get away from Petra and everyone else.

"Sorr- levi?" It was Eren. Crap even after I tried so hard to avoid him, this happens...it looked like someone beat him up, he was filthy. Whatever ill just past him, but then i felt a pull on my wrist.
"Levi please answer me!Please!talk to me Levi!" Tears rolled down his face. Why is he crying? Im the one whos hurt...
"Let go Jaeger... Don't you ever touch me" I pulled my wrist away. Why cant he just go
"Why? Why do you hate me so much?!" He started crying into his hands.
" Is it because I killed Hanji?! You have no idea!!! How I wish it was me who died instead!!" Stop. Dont dare speak her name in front of me Jaeger!
"If only....it really were you who died instead..." why couldn't! IT BE YOU!
"Hahaha" Is he mocking me for the depressing state im in? Hes a really low guy...how cruel of you Eren...
"To actually think, I had fallen in love with you! HAHAHA" my eyes widened. Love? You call this pain...LOVE?!
"Your such a idiot Levi! I DONT UNDERSTAND YOU AT ALL!!!" He ran out the room.
What is he talking about? Its his fault all this is happening!
"DAMN IT EREN I HATE YOU!!"
I heard his footsteps stay quite, then i heard a small voice say
"If thats true...why lead me on these past few months...idiot"
My eyes widend. Lead.Him.On?
A flash back of memories came into mind, from when we first met,to the PE race, to the history tutoring , to the day of the party. All thise moments we had....was because I led him on...
I fell to my knees, what have ive been telling him up until now?! How much...have ive been making him suffer?...I love Eren?! Dont I!? It was me! Who confessed my love for him!
I began to quietly sob in the locker room. I need to fix this.

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Ok im sorry this didnt include any romantic smut becuz there was to much in between drama But! For sure next chapter will. ( if there are mistakes in spelling and stuf, my apologies, im using someone elses phone sine mine died and there are no outlets cx so yeah! Ill work on next chapter sunce jm bored but dont expect the update today Cx!)