Blood and tears

My life

My age is 16, and im a student at Hope's peak academy. My life was nothing but boring. People might say life could be great, but i think the other way around. You see, i was a fan of Danganronpa. Biggest fan to be exact. What is danganronpa? It was a killing show produced by Team Danganronpa! People will say that it was inappropriate to watch shows like that, but because of danganronpa, it had opened my eyes. Basically, danganronpa is a show about nothing other than murder. Haters would tell a fan like me to stop watching it, but what do they know? Danganronpa has saved me.
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You probably curious as to why im obsessed with danganronpa right? Well, long story short, i wasn't normal. Ever since i was a kid, i never felt... happy. Im empty... as if i have no heart. My parents desperately tried to make me happy. Or possible, smile. But they never succeeded. However, one day, i was watching a television. I flipped channels, and thought all of them were boring. Until i found one. A show, with a lot of bloods and violence... i continued to watch it. Students... struggling to survive and will attempt murder if that means to be alive. Executions of those who was the culprit... they screamed in agony and fear was visible in their eyes. I never felt so thrilled before. Then i became addicted to it. When i have a free times, i would go to the living room and watch the show. My parents were happy that i could smile like a normal child would!

But they found out. When they saw me watching danganronpa, they were shocked. So very shocked that they have to take me to a hospital. There was nothing wrong with me actually, danganronpa has become my heart. When the doctor stated that there was nothing other than an addiction, my parents was relieved. But that doesn't mean they won't be careful. A few days later, i saw my father discussed something with my mother. Probably about me but... i was afraid they take danganronpa. However, that was not the case. They take me instead, to my uncle's. They said it was for the best, to keep me as normal as possible. They relying on my uncle to take care of me. And now, i was living with my uncle. He was a detective, so he got paid well. He was the one who fed me, put me to bed, watching over me and always act kind to me. He took care of me as if i was his son. He mention that he will always take care of me, even if he's ill.

But i don't feel those things for him in return. I don't feel love, i only felt... negative emotions. I was angry at my parents for putting me into uncle's care. And there was no emotions toward my uncle at all. I don't feel anything.

When my uncle goes out for his duties, i would secretly go into the living room and watch danganronpa. I felt the excitement once again. I return normal again. As i grew, whenever he gave me money, i would save it until i could afford a television. I put the television in my room of course, i don't want him to see me watch it. Then, always, i would sneak around to watch danganronpa until i was 16.

This is... My life.

[Part 1 end]

Do you guys like it!? I really hope you do cause' this is going to be a yandere story :)
If you like that stuff anyways. This story is going to be violent and a lot of blood will involve, if you're not a fan of those things, why are you here? Anyways, WARNING,
WARNING.
Btw, you guys must already know whose POV is this. SHUMAI.

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