Blood and tears

Obsession

Saihara's POV

Class went by fast, and it is finally recess. As usual, i avoided everyone and go up on the school's rooftop. Everyday, i would eat my lunch up here because it's the only place that are not crowded. Sometimes, i will stay here and read. Since there literally no students other than me here, the atmosphere can be pretty peaceful. The rooftop is basically my secret place.

As i sat down on a bench and finishing my bento, i thought to myself.

'There is still some times left before recess is over. What should i do? Read books? It can help me relax but im not in the mood to read right now. Watching danganronpa? I'd love to, but the student council members will confiscate my phone if they caught me... Hmm... i wonder what Ouma-kun is doing right now.'

I caught myself before i can process what i was thinking.

'What the hell is happening to me? Why am i feeling this way? Why do i feel so warm? My heart-beat is beating faster... far more faster than when i watch danganronpa...'

I sigh heavily, and think hard about this new 'feelings' i felt today. Usually, i would feel this way when i watch danganronpa, but something is a bit different. I spent time thinking, and almost startled when the bell ringed. I put the thought at the very back of my head and go back to the classroom. As soon as i arrived, i freeze and my heart is beating faster at the sight of Ouma-kun. I quickly go over to my seat while avoiding everyone, and calmed my heart down. I adjust myself, and glance at Ouma-kun.

He was reading a book, and look completely content. It make my heart melt, and can't resist the thought of him really look like an angel. It didn't last long, as he closed the book and caught my stare. I averted my eyes and pretending to busying myself. My heart stops when he spoke.

"Um... Saihara-kun?"

Upon hearing my name got called by an angel, a heat crept out between my cheeks. I slowly turn my head to him, but i didn't met his eyes.

"Y-yes, Ouma-kun?"

It's very hard for me to meet his eyes for some reason, and my heart beating more faster when im close to him. He looked uncertain for a moment, but then slowly ask.

"I was just thinking... i didn't get the chance to roam around the school. If it's alright, can you show me around? After school, of course."

My jaw dropped, but i quickly closed my mouth. For some unknown reasons, i felt happy and delighted. It was only a simple help and there's nothing to be excited about, but my whole body anticipating with excitement. Before i can control my actions, i already shaking my head up and down. Ouma-kun smiled, and it sent a very pleasant feeling down onto my stomach. I started to sweating, even though the air is pretty cool. Before i slowly started to lose my mind , Ouma-kun said a quiet 'thank you' and began to read another book.

I tear my view away from Ouma-kun, and clenched my heart as it started to calmed down. I look at the glass window, and surprised when my face is red, eyes a bit swirling, and sweats forming on my cheeks. My expression was pretty similar when i was watching danganronpa, but my feelings are mixed up. It sent a head ache on my mind, and i just stayed focus in front of me until the teacher comes. Throughout the lesson, my mood was in content and can't help the excitement going up and down inside my body.

End of part 3

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