Alice the Dreamer 3 : The Truth

A New Attitude

A few days has passed since Ryuu was took back to Mona's house. I haven't heard a word from Mona nor he had come back yet.

I was walking through the gates and then something weird happened. " Tadase!  Do that to me!"

"No! I want you to play with me more!"

"Tadase! "

What the girl's saying are a lot different than the past.

" Don't worry. Just be loyal to me." Tadase said with a sexy voice. Then he got a girl and started kissing her on the neck. What?!

~Last Night~

Tadase's POV :

Rosa said that I changed since we broke up. I need to get this other side of me get out! I need to choose one. Who do I want more? Alice or Rosa?

Rosa just saying what for the best. But I know she feels the same way as I do towards her. I need to gain my original self back.

I know just where to start. At school.

~Present~

Look at all these naughty girls. I smirked at them. Great. Now I have a live toys that I can do whatever I want. Once I get Rosa. I will only play with her.

I got to my locker and some fat ass was blocking my way. " Fat ass. Move." I said.

" Oh yeah? What are you going to do about it pretty boy?" he said as he pushed me with his fucking greasy hands.

Then I snapped. I threw a punch toward the face and knocked out cold. " What a bother."  I sighed as I got my books.

" Hey Tadase. Wow what happened here?" asked Allen.

" Dumb ass was in my way."

"Is everything okay? Did something happen? " he asked.

" I'm fine. Now I have to go." I said as I started walking away

He put his hand on my shoulder. " Hey, are you making the right choice? Do you really want to go back how things were?"

"I don't know what you're talking about. " I said as I jerked my shoulder away.

" At least, act the way you usually do around Alice. That's the least you can do. Go ahead and go to Rosa. But just when Alice ask you to go somewhere just go with her. Even though you're not her boyfriend,  you're still a Wonderland character.  You still need to be there for Alice. Got it?"

I looked at him and didn't reply. I just head on my way. Something what he said got me. I'm susposed to not let these things get to me. Damn! I'm losing this personality.

~After School ~

I went over to Rosa apartment to visit her. She opened the door and was surprised about my new attitude.

" You're trying to go back to your original personality aren't you!"

"Rosa." I said as I put my arm on the wall so she can be back against it.

" Tadase."

I leaned in and kissed her. This sensation was something I missed very much. I was craving this for so long.

She was so addicting. I can't stop. I treasure her so I have to stop at one point. " Tadase.." she panted.

" Rosa."

"Aren't you still in love with Alice?" she asked.

I froze. That name had a cruse on me. I'm losing this personality so fast!  I need to hold it just longer!

" I don't know anymore." I said while struggling. " The name Alice blinds me terribly ,"

" That's show the guilt in you...."

" Shut up!" I yelled. She let out a huge gasp. "How come your trying to get rid of my original side? That's the side you fell in love right?"

"You deserve better. And Alice suits you more than me." she said as tears rolls down her face.

" I need you!" I told her as I licked her tears. " Alice started this. Only if I wasn't a Wonderland character everything be so much better."

"Do you hate Alice and being a character? " she asked.

I gave it thought. Do I hate Alice? I should because she was the one who destory my relationship with Rosa. But then again, I can't get my eyes off of her.

Then hating being the Mad Hatter. Why me? Why I'm choosen to be the Mad Hatter? Why not someone else? Alice should've gone with Naki. Why did she choose me?

" I'm not sure, " I said.

" Are you still sure your in love with me or you just think that?" she asked.

" What?"

"You won't regret dating me. Or if that day comes, waking up one morning and thinking who the hell did I married?"

"....."

"Does your heart beats faster as I get close to you?" she asked. She went up and put her head on my chest. " See? Regular heart beats. "

" Rosa..... I'm not sure anymore."

"If you keep going, everything at the end will be better than the last." she smiled.

I'm wondering.  Is she lying about all of this and trying to make me go back to Alice or she doesn't love me anymore?

I want answers to my unanswered questions but not all questions can be answered.