dedicating this story to my bffffffff shafiqah azrina. thanks for being there for me 18 hours a day. thanks thanks thanks thanks. after ramadan, i promise to take you with me to dip n' dip!!!
im sorry, dear friend.
im sorry i was being such a
hypocritical bitch
by telling you to not
cut yourself
but i did it anyway.
im sorry i lied,
when you asked me
"why do you always wear long sleeves?"
and i would always reply
"weather a bit cold."
and you would eyed me suspiciously
and i just shrugged it off.
or
when you noticed
my red scars
and i answered your
question thoughts
"oh its just my cats."
or
when you asked me
if i was okay,
and i nodded my head
"yes"
but actually,
i feel like
jumping off a cliff.
