i remembered when you
used to hold me
like i was yours
and only yours.
i remembered when
you used to
wipe my tears away.
you lifted my chin up,
and you kissed
the tip of my nose.
i remembered the
'i love you's'
you'd say to me
everytime
i caught you
staring at me.
i remembered when
our fingers entwined
together.
i remembered when
we would hang out
every friday night and
you called it
'movizza'. (movie + pizza)
i remembered when you
used to trace
small circles
on my neck
every time you were bored.
you kissed the spot
where you'd draw
and continued
your tracing.
i remembered
when you used to
call me
at 3 in the morning,
because you had forgotten
to wished me goodnight.
☯☯☯☯
i remembered the day
when your eyes,
lose its spark
when they met mine.
i remembered when you
ever so cruelly
ignored me.
i remembered when you broke up
with me in front of
your friends.
i remembered why I had
giant eye bags
because I was too busy
crying for you.
☯☯☯☯
i remembered the moans coming
from the janitor closet,
only to find you with her.
i remembered when you
looked at me with those stormy eyes
and said "fuck off."
i remembered the
mocking laughter
coming from
her mouth.
i remembered when you
sat with her during
lunch.
i remembered when you
drunk called me
and said, or slurred
"i never loved you, pey pey."
☯☯☯☯
i remembered when your
friends slapped my butt
and you just laughed.
i remembered when you
called me a
pathetic bitch.
i remembered when
you told everybody
that my family was
"fucking psychos."
☯☯☯☯
i remembered
slapping you across
the cheek and
kicked your balls,
hard.
i remembered how
good it felt.
☯☯☯☯
i remembered when i
found someone better than you.
i remembered the
feelings i had around you
when i was with him
x10.
i remembered the look
you gave to him
as i pecked his soft yet
chapped lips.
i remembered the feeling
of being loved again.
Yes, i remembered everything.
