She Belongs To Him

Dark Circles

Can I just point out how fucking cute Ian Jeffrey is? Like he is so adorable!!! ^^^^

I throw my arms up and stretch groaning in the process, I do it again and here a smack with a groan to follow.

My eyes widen and I pull my arms down, his grip on my waist tightens as he pulls me closer than I thought was possible.

"Did you just smack me?" He asks with a husky voice in my ear.

I giggle and decide not to answer.

A knock rings out on the door and he pulls back a little bit.

"One second," I say loudly

I slip out of the bed and he pouts at me, I lean over pecking his lips and he groans when I pull back, I grab my black silk robe and wrap it around me tightly.

I open the door and Carson stands there, he smiles sheepishly and I smile back.

"Uh, Adian and Jeremy are here," He says.

"Thanks, Carson, If you want to you can watch TV or something"

His face turns red and he shakes his head "I have never watched TV" He mumbles quietly.

I find myself frowning and I turn him around and wrap my arm around his shoulders.

"Come on, I'll show you"

We walk into the living room and I turn on the TV, I show him the buttons and tell him which shows he might like, he settled on Friends.

Watching his eyes widen at the screen made my heart jump and at that moment I decided what my choice was going to be.

I walk back to see Adian and Jeremy going through the fridge making me roll my eyes.

"What the hell are you guys doing?" I ask walking in there

They both turn around and give me a sly smirk.

My stomach twist and my hand flys up to my mouth, I turn and run into the bathroom across the hallway, I push open the door not bothering to turn on the light,

I lean over the toilet and empty out my stomach, acid burning my throat as I squint my eyes from the pain. My body shakes as I continue.

The light turns on and I feel a hand on my back, Ace soothes me and rubs my back softly.

I lean up and huff, I rub my throat from the intense pain, that was the worse by far.

"Give me a minute," I say waving Ace off.

He nods and exits the bathroom and I shut the door behind him.

I stand up and flush the toilet, I rinse my mouth trying not to look in the mirror.

I brush my teeth but then look up, the bags under my eyes are getting worse and I notice my arms are getting smaller.

I have been dropping weight like crazy, I haven't told Ace because I don't want him to worry and I don't think it the baby, well babies.

I rinse my mouth again dispose of my toothbrush.

I grab some weight gain pills my doctor prescribed to me, I take two, they have been keeping me at balance but I don't know how long that will help before it stops working.

I wash my face a little and apply some concealer under my eyes.

I redo my hair fixing the ponytail.

I walk back out to see Ace fixing eggs, dizziness overcomes me as my breath falls short, I lean on the wall for support and lean my head against it.

I breathe slowly and a cold hand makes me jump, I look to the side to see Carson looking up at me with worried eyes.

"Its okay, just go eat some breakfast," I say

He nods slowly and I follow him inside.

Ace looks over at me and flashes me a famous grin, and of course, it brings a smile to my face.

"Looks like we are feeding everyone today," He says chuckling

I smile and look around, Adian and Carson seem to be getting along and Jeremy and Ace talk.

This is a family, my family.

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"Are you sure you want to promise Carson this?" Ace asks me.

I nod sure, I look over my shoulder and see him laying upside down reading a book which makes me giggle.

Ace smiles at me and nods "I do too"

He kisses my forehead and we walk into the living room, he looks at us and flips around putting the book down.

"So can we talk to you?" Ace asks, he is hesitant but nods.

We sit across from him and I reach out and grab the boys cold hand.

"So, we know you don't have a home, and um, we were wondering if you want to come back to New York with us?" I ask

His eyes widen and his face immediately brightens up.

"Like adopt me?" He whispers

"Yeah," Ace says with a half smile, Carson grins and runs his hands through his hair.

"You are serious?"

We both nod and he nods too.

"Yes! Yeah, I would love too" He says

He stands up and I do too, I pull him into another hug, it's sad how this 13-year-old boy is almost taller than me,

He pulls back and him and Ace hug, Ace looks genuinely happy making me warm and fuzzy.

Before the feeling overwhelms me.

I fall back onto the couch as my vision blurs, I grab my head feeling my breath go short.

"Jordan!"

I place my hand on my chest trying to suck in air.

"Jordan!"

The voice is deep but I can't tell whose it is.

Air fills my lungs again and I lay on the couch as the fuzziness goes away.

I sit up slowly and Ace helps me looking at me with wide eyes, Carson's expression mirrors Aces.

"When we get home, we are going straight to the doctors." He says

I don't answer.

"Um Carson, it's getting late, why don't you get some sleep," Ace says and he nods, Ace gathers me up and I still don't say anything as am in to much of shock.

He places me on the bed and he sits across from me.

"How long has this been happening?" He asks

I meet his eyes and sigh "Around 2 months"

His eyes widen and he grabs my face pulling me close.

"Jordan no" He whispers

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So.... Whats wrong with Jordan?

Do you agree with her and Ace for adopting Carson?

I know this chapter was short please don't throw vegetables at me!!

Don't know where that came from^^^

Hope you guys enjoyed, please comment and vote!!

XOXO Lena Mae