Too much too early. {COMPLETE}

1k?!

Omfg! Wtaf?! 1K people reading this stupid story?!

I'm trying my hardest not to cry rn (and succeeding for that matter) just...wow.

I'm not popular in school, I don't have social media other than Wattpad, and at home I stay in my room and read/make Wattpad stories.

I'm normal, so why is this happening?! What a wonderful 4th of July!

I'm afraid of fireworks (DON'T QUESTION MY ANXIETY!) but my family forces me to watch them.

So just because of this, I'm going to try my best to not be afraid.

As a celebration, I will get over my fear.
As a thank you, I will get over my fear.

"Am I afraid of the noise or the sight? If you don't like the noise, cover your ears, if it's the sight, close your eyes. If it's both, do both." Someone told me.

But it's neither...

I'm afraid that a mini flame ball will come down from the sky and kill me...

I really need help...

Like, serious help.