Chapter 4 Happy Sarcastic Birthday

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Dairy 31st October.

It has been a few months now and is possible the rumors got worse. I don't really care but since I hate today I am a bit snappy. October the 31st Halloween, my birthday, the night I almost lost everything. Carina has been hanging out with the twins. just Cari, Mione and Draco are my only friends since 'She isn't scared of anything' or 'The hippergriff bowed before her no one has been known to do that'. No one else wants to think I am here. Yes Draco and I talk very often, he found I am his cousin-ish with that Regulas my father is his mothers cousin. Well I guess it is time to get up.

After I wake Cari up she goes to wish happy birthday then remembers I have almost never had one but I guess I am used to it. We headed to the Great Hall on this day no matter what we stay together. Since Albus knows this I am attending 5th year classes with her. Once seated the twins come and ask why 'Jas' didn't walk with them like normal which she replied "I am spending all day with my best friend and family." The twins look as if a prank back-fired then started to ramble how they thought they were her best friend. For the past two years I feel like I need to be alone, so I slip out and run. Run where. Fast into the forbidden forest. The place I can have company that don't judge. So a 2 minute run into the forest which is at least 1km I break. It feels good. I get every stupid emotion I have hid out. And no one can judge. Carina would give sympathy and I think so would Hermione. Draco doesn't do emotions well and I think half the people would judge and the other half would feel awkward. Then I heard paw steps and looked up to see Sirius he changed back and held me. I may have broke before but I just snapped all I could do was cry and hug him, he held me and I loved it I was no longer the rock I had someone now, someone I could hold onto. After about an hour I stopped and said "Thank you, thank you, thank you. I missed you. I love you and I always will." And I was dramatic but it felt good

"Well in return, head to class. Say you just needed time to yourself if--"

"If I use the secret passages I should still be one of the first there thank you again Uncle Dadfoot."

"I still have that name, huh?"

"Forever and always"

Assoon as I arrive to class I am scolded. By my cousin. Lucky me. Note today Ican be my true self or sarcastic self. After class we head to the feast Carinastill hasn't left my side. I love here so much. She reminds me of her mother atleast what I remember she would always follow her word. We head up to the dormitorieswith Hermione when I see what my Uncles anger can do. I need to find that rat.He is responsible for me losing all my close family. We end up sleeping in thegreat hall under the stars it might be one of my favorite Birthday's yet.    

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