I sat up in the day bed and stared ahead of me still wearing Eyal's hoodie I had the sleeves rolled up a little and the actual hood was drooping over my head a little but I didn't mind that at all when I looked over Adam was now also awake but he was looking at me in a sympathetic kind of way. "How did you sleep?" He asked me
"I didn't." I said quite bluntly, not to be rude when I said it to him I just didn't feel like talking to anyone at the minute.
"He may have left Charis but you need to sleep you can't be deprived of that." Adam told me and I nodded slightly as I leaned on him and he pulled me closer and hugged me into his chest for comfort. "Do you want to go to sleep now?" He asked me and I nodded, Adam took hold of my hand and walked me into the bedroom where some of the islanders were still lying in bed talking to each other but when I came in the talking stopped and their eyes all diverted onto me instead.
"Charis-" Dani called out to me softly
"Not now Dani, she hasn't slept." Adam said as he put me in his bed which wasn't anywhere near Dani's. Adam left me to sleep on my own yet I could feel Dani's eyes on me as she looked at me,
"You know we had to pick someone and I hate seeing you like this because you're my best friend in here and I'm so sorry." She said to me from across the room,
"If you were my best friend Dani you wouldn't have done that because if I were in your situation I would never have picked Jack to go home and you know that." I said in sadness as I stopped talking to her and tried to get some sleep.
Even when I did try to sleep it just wasn't happening because every time that I did close my eyes all I could see was Eyal and that made me upset so instead I walked into the girls changing room an grabbed a bikini to wear for the day.
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When I had gotten changed I walked outside to see that no one was around, I assumed that they were doing some kind of challenged so while I had the villa to myself I went into the the kitchen and made myself a smoothie filled with mixed berries and different types of fruits. When I finished making that I took myself into the beach hut to just get everything off of my chest just so I could try and make myself feel a little bit better about the whole thing.
Beach Hut
"It was so hard to hear is name being said by the people who I trusted. I know it had to be done and one of the boys had to be picked I just didn't expect it to be Eyal, I knew that we were going to be something when I first met him- whether it was friends, lovers or boyfriend and girlfriend and I am so glad that I got to know him because there is no one else in this whole villa who I would've rather of spent my time with. Eyal cared for me and in the end he actually told me that he loved me and that was the whole point of me coming on this show- so that someone would love me. Shame it happened right at the end of his time on the show."
When I walked out of the beach hut I saw Adam, Wes, Ellie and Samira talking in the kitchen they all had their backs to me when I was about to approach them all and get myself something quick and light to eat when I heard Adam say something to the others that shocked and quite realistically upset me just a little bit. 'He did say to me at the door before he left that he was going to ask Charis to be his girlfriend. He had this huge thing planned out for her as well.' I heard Adam say to them all, I then walked past them and opened the fridge, letting them all know that I heard every single thing tat was said.
"Chairs I-" Adam started to speak when he saw me,
"Just leave me alone Adam." I huffed as I walked away making my way to the terrace were I saw Dani sitting by herself so when I opened the door she looked at me and just started for a short amount of time, "I'll leave you alone." I said to her as I went to walk back inside.
"No Charis wait! We need to talk." She called out to me so I walked outside and sat across from Dani instead of sitting opposite her.
"I don't know what you want me to say Dan, you all sent Eyal home knowing how much I liked him yet you still did it." I said stubbornly to her,
"It had to be someone babe and we thought that by keeping Adam the boys were going to keep Zara so that they could crack on, meaning that the boys would send home Megan instead of Zara." Dani explained to me.
"Yeah maybe but that would still mean that I would be in the villa feeling absolutely heartbroken about the boy that I love being sent home." I said to her
"You love him?" She questioned me "He told me he loved me just before he was going. I also found out from Adam telling everyone in the kitchen that Eyal was going to ask me to be his girlfriend." I shrug slightly as I played with the ends of my hair.
"We had no idea Charis I'm so sorry." Dani said sympathetically towards me,
"Doesn't change things though you still would've sent him home so you don't need to apologise to me." I said to her.
"I know that you're hurting and I can't do anything to change that nor can I bring back Eyal but I don't want our friendship to be ruined over this I care about you too much for me to just sit by and watch you mope around being constantly upset knowing that I had something to do with that." Dani explained to me with a huge amount of sincerity and remorse in her voice.
"It's fine with whoever you picked to send home you would've upset someone it just hurts that it was my happiness that was at expense that's all." I shrug as I walk away from Dani and instead going into the bedroom.
(*Time Skip*)
Adam approached me and lied down next to me on my bed while I just relaxed myself. "Can we talk?" He asked me curiously.
"What about? The fact that you didn't tell me about Eyal or the fact that you watched me cry my eyes out over him and still didn't say a word." I said to him.
"I'm sorry that I didn't tell you about what Eyal was going to ask you I was only trying to protect you that's all." Adam sighed,
"From what?!" I snapped "from finally being happy with someone?" I carried on,
"Babe you were crying your eyes out to me over him I just didn't want to cause you anymore grief or upset over it. I only want what's best for you, and anyway it wouldn't have worked." He said
"Why not?!" I snapped at him curiously
"Because if he did ask you before you left you would be in here with a boyfriend who is hundreds of miles away from you. I only tried to help you." Adam snapped back at me.
"Well you were wrong you just made things a hell of a lot worse! So congratulations Adam." I sigh heavily.
"I don't know why I bothered coming over here to see you and explain everything you clearly already have your mind made up about me and this whole situation." Adam said as he scoffed and walked away from me, "you know maybe if you just let the people who care about you in and actually help you get over this them maybe you would feel better about yourself." He said as he turned around to face me before leaving.
"Yeah and who would that be?" I asked
"Me! I care about you! Charis you're my best friend and I care about you, I have been there for you throughout all of this. Even when we weren't talking I still came to comfort you last night about the dumping if that doesn't show how much I care for you then I give up." Adam said before he left the bedroom. Deep down I knew that Adam had told me as true to was just too stubborn to realise and accept it, I eventually got out of the bed and rushed after Adam who was sitting by the edge of the pool, I sat down beside him and hugged him tightly.
"I'm sorry I know you were only trying to help me and I get that now." I mumble as he hugs me back tightly,
"It's okay, so are we good now?" "We're great." I smile brightly at him.
Beach Hut.
"What people don't realise about Adam is that he may act all tough and portray himself as a womaniser but he is just a big softy at heart who cares for everyone especially me and I love him for it."
I smile at the end before I made my way out of the beach hut and go and hang with Samira who was telling me that Megan and Wes and how she thinks that they're going to couple up with each other at the next re coupling.
