Bucky Barnes: Tony Starks daughter

30 - jealousy

The next day...
It was about 10 o'clock when I woke up, still in Bucky's arms. I didn't want to move though, I was so comfortable and I wasn't sure if he'd awoken yet, so I just stayed there.
"Y/N?" I heard a voice through the door.
My eyes widened at Bucky as he woke up, we both just froze not knowing what to do.
"JUST A SECOND!" I shouted.
"What do I do??" Bucky whisper shouted.
I paused trying to think of something "Just stay here, I'll go out and I'll message you when we're far away."
"Okay." He nodded.
"See you later I guess." I frowned.
"Hey, it's okay." He pulled me into a hug and kissed my forehead "I'll come down in a bit for breakfast."
I nodded.
"Y/N?? DID YOU FORGET ABOUT ME?" The voice at the door shouted.
"No, I'm coming now!" I called back.
"Bye." Bucky smiled warmly.
I grinned at him, then walked to the door as he hid in the bathroom.
"Yes?" I opened the door slightly.
"Good morning." Harry gave me a large smile, about to walk into my room.
"It's okay I'll come out!" I stopped him.
"Oh um okay, that's fine." He chuckled, slightly confused. "So did you sleep well?"
"Yeah of course." I smiled walking down the hall with him.
"Oh Okay." He said, almost like he was expecting me to say something else. "Not lonely at all?" He sneaked in.
"No." Obviously I'd been with Bucky but he didn't know that "Why?"
"Oh nothing, well I mean... I just thought we could have a sleepover or something, you know?"
"Oh um... I'm not very good at sleeping, that's all. You know how I am." I was telling the truth, I still couldn't get to sleep even after years and years of therapy and sleeping pills, nothing worked, like cap, my immunity was too strong so non of the drugs they gave me helped. Like Harry said yesterday, for school I'd only sleep and hour or so at the most, I think Harry thought I was lying though, for any normal human being, not sleeping enough could destroy everything, your work, your habits, your emotions and your metal state.
And it was so true everything felt like it had fallen apart, leaving me for a slow and very painful death. No one knew what was going to happen to me, even my self.
Bucky was the only thing that helped me, with everything.
Like not trying to say that this is the cure, but when we... you know? I slept. I fucking got to sleep. A full fucking night.
"Are you okay y/n?" Harry asked snapping me back into reality. "Did you hear what I said?" He sounded worried.
"Oh my god, Harry, I'm so sorry. I am okay don't worry. I'm just in my own world over here. Can you repeat what you said?" I was telling the truth again. I was okay, I guess. Thing we're getting better at least. A lot better.
"I'm worried about you y/n. You say you don't sleep, you're loosing focus and it just feels like you're shutting everyone out. I don't know what's happened to you, did something happen with your family that you want to talk about? Is it that guy that you had sex with? Did he hurt you?"
I watched him mouth move, every word echoing in my head.
"I'm... oh-I-um-oh-sor-um." I stuttered, my eyes were blurring with tears. I was just so upset with my dad. Not being able to talk to Bucky because I didn't want to stress my dad anymore was torture.
I felt some arms snake around my waist, making me flinch.
"Hey hey, it's just me." Bucky spoke in his soothing voice.
I couldn't be anymore fucking thankful that he was there. I turned around and stuffed my face into his chest, hugging him tightly.
His embrace was warm, and his big, strong arms seemed very protective when wrapped around my frail body. The world around me melted away as I squeezed him back, not wanting the moment to end.
"Shhh" he shushed my crying as he smoothed his human hand over my head and eventually kissing me there too.
"What did I tell you??" I heard my father shout across the room.
Bucky was unsure what to do though, I just held on to him tighter, crying louder.
"Do you not listen to a word I say??"
"Oh, just give her a brake Tony!" Bucky finally called back.
"Give her a brake??? GIVE HER A FUCKING BRAKE??" He yelled.
"Tony, you need to understand that she's not in a good place right now and you're not helping. She's in a bad state of mind, she's not well!"
There was silence.
"WHY AREN'T YOU DOING ANYTHING ABOUT THIS???" Bucky shouted. "SHE FUCKING NEEDS YOU TONY AND ALL YOU CAN DO IS JUST SIT THERE AND CRITICISE HER FOR LIKING ME!!! THE AMOUNT OF TIMES SHES POURED HER HEART OUT IN FRONT OF YOU AND JUST IGNORE IT."
My dad stayed silent for a few seconds "is this true y/n?" He stuttered.
I debated for a few seconds what to do, but eventually I turned around. My red and puffy eyes looked to my father.
My head nodded slowly, just once or twice.

My father walked towards me, making me back up a few steps. I showed so much fear in my eyes and he realised.
"Are you scared of me?" He was so shocked.
I didn't say anything.
"I think I should probably go home." He waited for my response for a second or two and turned.
"Wait." I stuttered.
He turned round quickly, as I imagine he was glad to hear it.
It look me a few seconds to gather my breath.

"I want you to stay."

"You do?" He asked.

"Yeah."

I stepped to my dad and pulled him into a hug. Unlike after the hospital, he immediately hugged me back.
It felt as if when I was in his arms all my pain went away - mental and physical, mostly the depressing pain.

"I'm sorry, I should pay more attention." He spoke.

"You should." I forced a laugh.

"And I'm sorry about the Bucky thing, he's just a shit head thats all." He chuckled slightly.

"I'm still right here." Bucky said blankly.

I turned towards him chuckling a little, whipping the tears under my eyes and held my arms out, he walked over and embraced me with his warm and cold arms.
...
A few hours later...

"You coming for a swim?" I heard at the door of my room, interrupting me and Buck.
We'd been kissing and eventually it progressed into him being on top of me on the bed, still fully clothed though.
We both looked up quickly from the kiss to see a very pissed off Harry.
"Yeah sure, we'll be down in a second." I smiled, intentionally ignoring his face, knowing he was some how annoyed about the argument I had with my dad.
He rolled his eyes and left, leaving the door open.

"I guess he isn't too happy." Bucky chuckled.
"No he isn't." I laughed.
Bucky got off me and we got our swimming things out of the cases, I also closed the wide open door.
I got out a black bikini and went to change in the bathroom.
"Me first!" Bucky swerved ahead for me, followed by a large laugh from both of us.

But I honestly couldn't care less, I just dropped my pants and put my bottoms on them the same with the top piece.
"That's not fair." Bucky sat down on the bed, his eyes glued to me as I got changed.
I giggled.
"Just waiting on you now." I chuckled, throwing his swimming trunks at him, but he was still looking at my body "Oh sorry, am I distracting you?" I smirked.
"YOUR'E NEVER GONNA LET THAT GO ARE YOU??" He laughed flailing his arms in the air.
"No." I smiled.

After Bucky got changed, we went down the stairs and walked out to the beach, which was just outside the house.
"Kiddo!" My dad called, followed by a few others saying hi to me and Buck.
"Hey everyone." I smiled.

[your bikini ^]
"SLAYYY GURL." Wanda and Sam cat called.
"Oooooo." Scott said.
"GET IT GURL." Thor shouted.
"Aww thank you, your all so kind." I widely smiled.
"Yeaahh, I think I'm gonna have to steal you from Bucky." He said sarcastically.
"I am right here," Bucky chuckled. "I swear I'm invisible or something."
All the team was sent into laughter.

"What's that? On your side." Harry asked, the only one not laughing.
I quickly looked down; it was my bruises. It had only been a few days I can't believe I thought they'd be gone.
"Bucky, you've got them too." Harry carried on. He was so fucking annoyed about me and Bucky clearly. I couldn't understand why though.
Did he like... me?
"They probably just "tripped" at the same time and same place." Sam air quoted.
In honestness it wasn't what I wanted to be said, but I didn't want to repeat what happened to me on the plane ride. It was better than 'YOU DID IT WITH GREASE LIGHTNING???'