drunk love [k.l]

2.2

kam

it's been 6 weeks since kian had to shave his head. he stopped filming a few days ago and was spending his time with elle

"are you going to the pumpkin carving contest at my place" kian asked during the facetime call

"no" i said. i was cooking spaghetti right now for dinner. "okay, well im hungry so im coming over" he said. "okay" i said and hung up

ry decided to move in with his girlfriend so ive been living alone for like 2 weeks, which is pretty boring

i was sitting on the couch waiting for kian.

"hey let me in!" kian yelled knocking on the door. i was wearing a pair of sweats and the shirt kian got me for my birthday

"hey,i'm sorry we haven't hung out much" he said hugging me. "it's fine. you're kinda hard to maintain and i need to graduate this year" i said. "hah! i didn't go to college!" he said. "yea but guess who's smarter. me you high school drop out" i said

i walked over to my cabinet and grabbed two plates. "when was the last time you ate" i asked him. "like yesterday night" he smirked. "you're actually sick" i said rolling my eyes

"you seem...down. is everything alright" he asked sympathetically. "yea. just school and the fact that most of my friends are dating someone" i said. i brought the plates over to the table in the kitchen. "being single is actually good though. you don't have to worry about anybody except yourself" he said. "that's true but like my friends are doing couple things and the only people i've been hanging out with lately are franny, bobby, corey, and harrison. i love them and all but after 6 weeks it gets kinda boring" i said

"if you wanna do something with them go and i'll be your date" he said. i looked up from my spaghetti, "really" i asked. "yea. but how do you not have a boyfriend. i mean you're absolutely gorgeous and you're personality...like for real how are you not dating anyone" he asked

"i don't know. i guess i don't catch people's attention" i said. "well you caught mine in seventh grade" he said. i began blushing and smiling. "what about ry. can't you hang out with him" he asked. "look around, does the apartment look like he still lives here" i asked. "he moved in with jade? why don't you tell me these things anymore. i would've come to visit you, or at least tell jc or meg to come visit you" he said. he stood up from his chair and came over to me. "cause whenever you don't have to film til late at night you're on dates with elle. and when you don't have dates with her, you're filming til late at night" i said

"how do you know about our dates" he asked. "she posts about them. like date tonight with babe" i said. "listen you could've told me this, i would've cancelled at least one or two dates just to hang out with one of the most important girls in my life" he said bringing me into a hug. "i didn't want to ruin your nights" i said

"if we're being honest, all the dates have been the same. it's always dinner. like i wanna do other things like going to the movies or spend the night in and cuddle, but she always wants to go to dinner" he said pulling away from our hug. "well that's practically what i do every night after homework" i said. "what about the past two days. i've been done with filming for the past two days" he said. "i've been studying" i said. "oh" he said

he went back to his seat and ate his spaghetti. we made a little chit chat but not much. he helped me clean up and we went up to my room. it was saturday so i didn't have any studying to do.

i turned netflix on and we started watching hercules.

"listen if i were you, i'd drop out" he said. "no. i'm gonna be graduating this december. it's only two months away. i can do it" i said.

"okay, well it was just a suggestion" he said. we were cuddling and i'm assuming this is what he wanted. "i love you" i said. "i love you too" he said. "thanks for being here when my other friends or my own brother wouldn't" i said kissing his check

"anything for my number one" he said. "what about elle" i asked. "we've never said i love you to each other, so until she says she loves me, she's second" he said. "you're so mean" i laughed. "i missed your laugh. but i'm playing, you'll always be first, no matter what" he said. i smiled and kissed his check once again. "i wish elle wanted to do this more often" he said. "just ask her to then" i said. "it's okay. whatever makes her happy" he said moving his eyes to the tv. i sat up, "if you aren't happy with her, then she isn't the one for you" i said. "you have a point, but at times i am happy" he said. "and how often is that" i asked

"when i'm with you or jc" he said causing me to smile. a few minutes passed of silence except the sound of my tv. i broke the silence by asking "do you love her" "what" he asked. "do you love her" i asked again

he hesitated before speaking once again, "i don't know"

"i mean i liked her at one point but there's never been a time i've ever thought of her as my wife" he said, "to be honest, i don't see her in my future. i don't think i want her in my future" he continued

"if you don't love her why did you have sex" i asked. "cause she like forced me and said she was in control of my birthday sex" he said. "did you at least enjoy it" i asked.

he hesitated before shaking his head, "no"

"then why are you dating her if she doesn't make you happy, forced you to have sex, and you don't even love her" i asked

he shrugged, "remember that night that she found us in your guest bedroom" he asked. "yep" i said

"after that she started acting like that. at first she was like a normal girlfriend but then something happened after that" he said

"i might know something about that" i said. "what" he asked

"apparently jenn told her we used to be lovers" i said. "okay, but we were drunk" he said. "yes but, she didn't know. i mean you were the one who said we were friends with benefits" i said

"i was drunk" he said. "thats your excuse to everything" i said

there was a pause before he spoke again, "im gonna end it tomorrow. come over around noon and you'll tell me how to end it" he said

"okay. ill see you tomorrow" i said. "bye" he stood up and so did i

"bye, thanks for the advice" he said. "thanks for being here when nobody else would" i said

i gave him a kiss on the cheek and he left. i went under the covers and fell asleep

well the last chapter got three votes. im already writing the sequel! if u want the sequel asap keep voting

the goal is...5 or more votes. prolly not gunna happen cause this is a filler chapter and nothing interesting happened. also shit is gunna go down in the next chapter

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