The surgeries started happening more often and hurt worse. One surgery I remember was when they tried giving me wings.. They cut into my back. Where the shoulder blade is. They started drilling these machinery into the bones I could see them throwing vanes and parts of my bones on to the floor. I watched in horror as the cracked. Blood being splatter onto my face and then in my mouth. I laid there emotionless as blood trickled down my cheeks. Honestly this didn't surprise me. I was already seeing her.. My.. Angel... The one person I could talk to and see.. My only friend. I named her midnight.. I thought it was a perfect name she was as dark as night but also beautiful... Remember the person that yelled at me. The one that called me a worthless bitch. That girl became my best friend..
"sir her sanity is dropping faster than expected. There's no way we can stop it." " find a way and do it fast! This girl is the one. The one I want to be perfect. My only perfect angel."
"Angel. When will you get outta here?" "when the wings actually work and I learn how to use them then I'll get out." The next surgery will start soon get ready she said." I squealed. " Oh how I wonder what they'll do next." I said as I danced around. Why are you so giddy?" Midnight said sarcastically. " I wanna be what they want." I said. Midnight had white hair and a really black dress the ends started ripping. I want to get her a new dress one that's not ripping at the seems. Her eyes were like mine but i had one light blue eye and the other red. I don't know why but i thought i was really pretty with my eyes. But midnights eyes were weird her right eye had red on top and blue one the bottom i didn't know why but she never showed me her left eye. They came in and got me.. again.. But this time they put me in a chair with a big light facing it. And a magnifying glass connected to it. Once I was seated in the chair. My face git pulled close to the glass and light. This actually hurt?.. They started working on my eye. They scooped the red one out first then the blue one. I felt the blood trickle down my cheeks. I tasted the metallic flavor. I could see any thing. I heard them talking. " So we're going to combine the irises together so it can be a two toned colored." " But of course we're gonna make improvements to the eyes." " What about the other eye?" " It's going to be a electrical eye so we can track her down if needed." Thoughts started racing through my head. How could they I fully trusted them. FUCK!! Midnights right I am pathetic and worthless. I think I might actually die here... I wont be an angel or perfect...
~two years later~ ~ October 30th~
Todays my 12th birthday I wanna leave.. The improvements that were added to me were awful. They changed my eye. They cut my hair bit when I grew it out it was white with blue ends. They mechanical attached a halo to my head.. I haven't slept in a year. I can't believe I haven't died yet.. I'm the only one left.. In THIS HELL HOLE I WONDER IF MY FAMILY AND FRIENDS EVEN CARE AT ALL IF THEY DID I WOULD HAVE BEEN FOUND BY NOW BUT IM NOT!! FUUUUUCCCCKK WHY ME!!! I fell onto the bed and cried and cried and cried. I felt hopeless. JUST KILL ME NOW!! I screamed as loud as I could. Then cried to myself til the next surgery.
Re. er. yo. on. ang. a.
meb. I'm ur ly el nd friend
