Broken but Mendable | Yoonmin FF

8

"If you think you're good enough in fixing broken things, then try to fix my broken heart."

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"I-" Jimin was lost in words. There was nothing he could say to even try to make Yoongi feel better, how could he? If anything Yoongi would think Jimin was giving him pity and that's not what Jimin wanted to do.

"Once I picked up my act I stopped drinking so much and met Namjoon who offered me a job after seeing 'potential' in me." Yoongi said. He was trying to hold back the tears that he kept in for so long but when Jimin wrapped his arms around Yoongi, his tears and worries all fell.

Yoongi knew there was going to be another time when he was going to break again but he was happy he had a shoulder to cry on. Jimin held tightly onto Yoongi. He knew the feeling of wanting to be held while crying, he never got that and if it meant giving it to someone instead of receiving it himself then so be it.

Jimin understood now. He understood why the others said Yoongi was odd and how he was always rude. But at least Jimin knew why.

"Jimin?" Yoongi broke the hug and looked at Jimin. "What do you want from me?"

ouch.

Yoongi guessed Jimin wanted to kiss him because he wanted something or more like forget someone and he just couldn't be the target anymore. "I-" Jimin thought carefully of what to say..."I'll tell you when it's time okay?" 

Standing up Jimin walked towards the door. "Wait Jimin-" Yoongi stood up but immediately fell. His foot was tangled up on a blanket that laid on the floor. 

Slowly opening his eyes, Yoongi noticed he was on top of Jimin. Very...very close to his face. Both their eyes traveled back and forth to their lips then to eyes. "T-thank you." Yoongi said, keeping his hands on either side of Jimin's head; keeping his weight off of him.

"Yo- Yoongi" Jimin said locking his eyes on Yoongi. "I like you...a lot."

Yoongi wanted to cry more, but how could he believe what Jimin was telling him was true? How could he know Jimin wasn't going to break him and use him, after all Jimin is getting free things just by being with Yoongi right there. With so much hurt and tears holding back Yoongi said the next words hoping he won't cry.

"Don't...Don't like me." 

Jimin slowly sat up and looked at Yoongi in the eye. It's what he wanted. Jimin nodded and hurriedly ran to his room not before Yoongi could see water in his eyes. Jimin knew why he wouldn't allow him to like Yoongi, but it hurt that Yoongi still didn't know that Jimin wasn't that type of person to do that.

But Yoongi's heart was too broken and if Jimin thought he could fix it, Yoongi would have a hard time letting him. 

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"Yoongi! Namjoon called me to go to the studio. I'll see you when I get back." Jimin said, on the other side of Yoongi's bedroom door. "I'm taking one of your cars if you don't mind." Jimin waiting for a bit for any response back but when he knew he wouldn't get one he left.

Jimin drove downtown and headed towards Namjoon's studio. "Jimin!" Jimin turned around to see one of Yoongi's friends, Hoseok he guessed. "Yeah?"

"Is Yoongi here?" Hoseok asked approaching Jimin. "No he doesn't work today." Jimin said, remembering Yoongi say something about not working on the weekends. "Can you tell him I'm sorry for what happened yesterday?"

Jimin nodded and turned around opening the door to Namjoon's studio. "Hey Nam- OH" Jimin quickly turned around not wanting to see Jin on top of Namjoon making out. Jimin heard ruffle noises and before he knew Jin passed by him and whispered, "Sorry." into his ear.

"You can turn around now." Namjoon said. "Right...So why am I here?" Jimin turned around and crossed his arms, looking at Namjoon. "I've listened to the songs you've guys been working on." Namjoon said.

"I especially loved your voice and I have this song, I think would fit you perfectly." Namjoon handed Jimin a folder with the title of the song.

Serendipity.

"It's yours if you want it." Jimin flipped through the pages and nodded. "Tell me when you know the lyrics and we can get to recording, okay?" Jimin nodded and bowed before leaving, heading back home.

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Knock knock

"Go away!" Yoongi yelled from the living room.

Knock knock

"BYE!" 

Knock knock

"I swear if it's you Jimin- What the fuck are you doing here?!" Yoongi sternly said. "Well I was coming to apologize but then I saw Jimin walk out of here and that got me thinking...how well do you know Park Jimin?" Jackson smirked, tilting his head.

[Jackson is the now boyfriend of Yoongi's ex. The reason it was a one side love between Ji Woo and Yoongi.]

"How the fuck do you know Jimin?" Jackson smirked and walked in the house. Yoongi scoffed as he looked amazed by the condo. It really was amazing. "Jimin was one of my helpers."

"Helpers? On what?" Yoongi said walking up closer to Jackson. "You know doing my dirty work, giving his body up just the usual-" 

Yoongi pushed him by the collar and pinned his against the wall. "Why the fuck would he do that?" Yoongi was so fucking confused at the moment, the way Ji Woo had described Jackson to be was in no way innocent and straight A student with that alcohol stench he wore.

"He needed the money, he is homeless after all isn't he?" "Why would he give up his body just for FUCKING MONEY?!"

Yoongi couldn't even put it together as to why Jimin hadn't told him all this. Was it never the right time to tell him or was he planning on never telling him that? "He was dropped from his family because of me...the reason he's homeless."

Yoongi looked at Jackson's eyes giving him a death glare. Jackson knew he needed to be quiet before anything else bad happened but would he ever really hit Jackson? Would he really hit Ji Woo's love?

"I'd leave while you still have the chance." Yoongi removed his hands and released Jackson, walking away to let Jackson leave.

"I gotta say, Jimin earned a lot of money with that body of his-"

Jackson really should've stayed quiet and left. Yoongi threw a swing at Jackson, dropping him down on the floor. Kicking him on the ankle, Jackson dropped Yoongi down on the floor with him. Both were throwing punches, kicks, anything they could to hurt the other. 

Jackson was fighting back for defense but Yoongi? Yoongi was getting payback for both Jimin and himself. Jackson hurt both of them and if it meant kicking him in the dick to make him feel at least some pain, then so be it.

"WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON HERE??!"